The atmosphere became awkward. The two of them suddenly stopped talking, and they each silently guarded a corner of the sofa, only the occasional sound of "poof" tea boiling in the glass teapot on the alcohol lamp.
Sang Yiyu sat on the sofa and gently shook the teacup in her hand. Fortunately, she has always been the kind of person who is indifferent and unenthusiastic. She has always been used to such relatively silent situations when getting along with other people. , never mind. The most important thing is that she is glad that she understood Yan Se's true face many years ago, so now she is immune to her fragile and lonely eyes.
Didn't you think she was a lonely little girl longing for love in the past, so you quickly fell into it? But in fact, she was the one who was lonely and longed for love back then! Yan Se's life has always been colorful, and even a little brain can guess it. Although Yan Se's mother has no official status, Yan Se is also the daughter of a rich man. , There are as many friends as pigs and dogs around you.
And she was just the new fun she was looking for after she came to Macau and was extremely bored. The purpose is to see how a teacher who is superior and does not flatter her softly is indulging in her charm!
When she thought the two of them were secretly talking about a forbidden love, in fact, the details and plots of their love were shared by the bad guy as showing off and funny stories with her two bad friends up.
When she thought that she should open her arms at any time to take care of this innocent little girl who is six years younger than herself and is falling in love for the first time, she doesn't know that in a place with a more open atmosphere like Canada, this little oriental beauty who is as delicate as a doll is three years old. When I was a child, there were kindergarten children fighting to play with her. Later, when she was in junior high school and high school, there were a lot of suitors and boyfriends. Girl Yan Se's love history is much richer than hers.
Just like the first time between them, when she woke up the next morning with her limp body, she found Luo Hong on the bed, she was overwhelmed with shame, but she still had to hold up the posture of a mature sister and tenderly care for the young one. Yan Se. It is taken for granted that those embarrassing red spots come from her and Yan Se at the same time.
Now that I think about it, it was because she was just being sentimental. Back then, Yan Se was calm and knew how to tease her on the bed. How could she look like an inexperienced person? The first time made her reach an unprecedented extreme in her senses, not to mention the innumerable subsequent sinkings that made her completely uncontrollable.
Although in the following years, she had several formal or ambiguous girlfriends one after another, but for some reason, she never had the desire for physical contact. The feeling of bone erosion back then, body and mind reaching an irresistible high point occasionally appeared in dreams, but she didn't have much interest in experiencing it again in reality through other women.
It is conceivable that the devil had such superb methods back then, but she, who thought she was mature, couldn't see such an obvious fact.
In the end, it was Yan Se who made the first move. Although she is very patient, who can compare to Sang Yiyu in the cold, if she doesn't do anything, the icy chill of the iceberg beauty will soon freeze her whole body.
Yan Se stood up, bent down and took Sang Yiyu's hand, deliberately smiled, and said, "Teacher~ Come quickly and see the things I specially prepared to give you."
Yan Se led her forward, but Sang Yiyu deliberately lagged behind by half a step, and broke away from Yan Se's hand without any trace. Yan Se looked back at her, then at her empty hands, lowered her head and smiled desolately, then reached out and grabbed the watering can she had just put on the filing cabinet.
"Teacher, look quickly, this pot of lily-of-the-valley blooms very beautifully this year... This is the only thing the teacher left me before, and now I give it back to you." Yan Se turned sideways to show that the pot on the filing cabinet was opening The lily of the valley with beautiful flowers, the shallow smile no longer deliberately maintains sweetness, it seems bitter and sweet, as if seeing the past in the crystal tears in her eyes.
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Yan Se seemed to see six years ago. After looking for Sang Yiyu for a day and a night, she actually already knew that the teacher is gone...
She found out where Sang Yiyu lived and where she went for the first time, but there was no one she wanted to see. It was a small one-room apartment near the school. When she entered, it was cleaned up, as if it had been unoccupied for a long time, and it didn't look like it was cleaned up in a short time and then the building was empty. This is completely in line with the teacher's concise and self-disciplined character, and the place is so spotless that not even a small piece of paper can be found there.
The only thing left is a pot of lily of the valley blooming on the windowsill. The clusters of small bell-shaped flowers that were blown by the breeze on the window sill and gently swayed with the gauze curtain made Yanse's tears finally unbearable, and she knelt down on the ground and cried bitterly.
The teacher actually planted lilies of the valley, and the teacher has such a delicate heart for her, so he remembers...
It was that night on the black beach, Yan Se entered the sand castle and danced with Sang Yiyu lightly, the cool and fresh sea breeze and the gentle sound of waves made them intoxicated. Sang Yiyu closed her eyes quietly, the white and transparent moonlight shone on her smooth forehead and side cheeks, it was so quiet, soft and full of elegant femininity.
Yan Se felt it, and whispered softly in Sang Yiyu's ear: "Teacher, you know that you are like a flower in my heart."
"What kind of flower?"
"It's lily of the valley."
"why?"
"Because I love lily of the valley the most, because in my mind, the teacher is like the name of lily of the valley: lily the valley."
She just mentioned this kind of flower inadvertently, the teacher didn't say anything, but silently put it in her heart...
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Sang Yiyu also remembered the past. Yan Se said that she looks like lily of the valley, she is indeed, but she is not lily the valley, she was simply another name of lily of the valley: lady-tears (the tears of the Virgin).
Isn't it, a full-fledged "Madonna" type of stupid character. When I fell in love, I felt that I was an adult, and I should tolerate Yan Se, who was younger than me; later, even though I knew that Yan Se was cheating on me, Yan Se was still young, and she hadn’t even taken the first step in her life. In order for her to complete her studies smoothly, she still decided to take all the responsibilities on herself.
There is no need for Yan Se to thank her, let alone to blame Yan Se for deceiving her. Because everything was voluntary, and it was because I was too blind that I lost the rationality and calmness I have always been proud of. Thinking about it now, there were many things that could be found after careful scrutiny before.
No wonder Yan Se's two friends always smiled when they saw her, and occasionally showed a regretful expression; no wonder He Shiqin said that Yan Se was "very special" to her, because Yan Se was very hard on teasing her No wonder Mu Fei said meaningfully, "Teacher Sang must teach her well", because if the "teaching" is not good, she can't be expected to automatically abandon evil and promote good!
No wonder Yan Se never said he loved her. Before they started, Yan Se always said generously that she liked her, and her passionate confession made people almost overwhelmed. But after they were really together, since she said "I love you" for the first time, Yan Se kept asking for her love and asking her to say that she loves her, but she never said "I love you" to her. you".Even later, it seemed that I seldom heard the words "I like you". Sang Yiyu herself is not a passionate person who would put "love, like you" on her lips, so she also thought that Yan Se didn't treat her well. I said it, but I didn't pay much attention to it all at once.
But now, isn't it obvious why there are some unusual clues?
If this bad child hasn't made any progress for so many years, it's really wasted that she, who is indifferent to her relatives, foolishly became a "Mother" in her relationship back then!
Forget it back then, she treated her as a child and didn't care about her, but now what is Yan Se's intention in her actions? Thinking of this, Sang Yiyu's expression suddenly turned cold. She didn't like this feeling. The haze of the past resurfaced in her heart again and again. Yan Se provoked them and didn't know what she was thinking, and she seemed to be a The person who was kept in the dark back then.
Sang Yiyu lost her patience, and asked directly, "Yan Se, what exactly do you want to do?"
"If the teacher doesn't believe me, then no matter what I say I want to do, you won't believe me either." Yan Se looked directly into Sang Yiyu's eyes. Now I hope that the eyes are really the windows to the soul.
"You saw me downstairs that day, and you weren't surprised at all. You knew me a long time ago, right, and you also knew that I would come, so you have been waiting unhurriedly, waiting to see me surprised Waiting for you to see that I'm not knowing what to do, right! So what do you want to do?" Sang Yiyu said these words in cold words, and her brows became more and more wrinkled.
Yan Se lowered her head. She is awkward, she knows, her character is always awkward. The thing she fears the most is being seen through by others, and the most unacceptable thing is letting others know her true thoughts. That's why she was always wrong until the end, so dark that she didn't let the teacher know her true feelings in the end, deceiving others, even herself.
She also knew that her personality might not be changed, and she was still subconsciously hiding her truest side. But... the person she was facing was Sang Yiyu, the time for her to be honest with her has passed, if it was the same as before, she might never—
Yan Se suddenly walked around Sang Yiyu's waist without any explanation and hugged her gently. Even if the clear voice was lowered, even if it was in a low tone, it sounded like it was full of pitiful sweetness : "In fact, I just want to tell the teacher that I like you, it is true. Saying that it is only a game is lying to myself. Can you forgive me for the past..."
Yan Se suddenly hugged her, just like the first time they met at the sunny floor-to-ceiling window, such an active embrace and the smell of Missdior with the sweetness of flowers and fruits... Such a hug is the one she fell in love with. The reason for the hug... Sang Yiyu's mind suddenly rang alarm bells, and he was trying to let his hands follow the command of his brain to quickly push Yan Se away——
Even faster than her was the unceremonious sound of pushing open the two doors of the office—bang bang. A masculine woman with short hair and a suit appeared at the door.
"Mr. Du, wait a moment—God, Miss Sang..." With a gasped voice, Ye Zi hurriedly covered her mouth and stood outside.
Sang Yiyu sighed and wished for a magic wand to turn Yan Se into a cloud of green smoke and disappear. What kind of crime did she do? First, she was raped by a villain who would only make her look ugly and not calm.
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