We’d just come back from the party, and we were still in our formal clothes. Siegfried looked ridiculously handsome in them. When I saw him in the banquet hall in full regalia, it had been hard to believe someone that gorgeous could actually love me.
“Don’t tease me, Kreis.”
I heard a soft rustle as he slipped off his jacket and tossed it aside.
“W-Wait, listen! I’m not used to this sort of thing!” I turned my head to try to stop him, only to see him pushing his hair back as his hand moved to his belt.
“Don’t worry, I’m not either. But I’ve been in love with you and only you since the moment I first laid eyes on you.”
I gulped hard.
Why was he so sexy all of a sudden? He tugged his belt free and tossed it aside, then his fingers moved to the top button of his shirt.
“Will you undress yourself, or would you rather I do it for you?” he asked, his voice low.
Are those my only two choices?! I wanted to protest, but the look in his eyes was already dark with desire. I knew he had no intention of being dissuaded.
“I-I’ll do it myself.”
But that was easier said than done; my hands were shaking too much to manage it. Once I undressed, then what? Well, of course I knew what.
I wish I’d never read those BL novels... All that research I’d crammed into my head for my writing was now backfiring.
“Or do you just want to keep teasing me?”
“N-No, that’s not it... Just can’t move my fingers...”
“Then how about this instead?” he said with a flourish of his hand.
“Huh?”
Before I knew it, all my clothes disappeared in an instant.
“Did you just use magic to strip me?!”
“Of course I did,” he answered casually.
So I ended up completely exposed in front of Siegfried with no time to mentally prepare. Flustered, I tried to cover myself with my hands, but he easily caught my arms and pinned them down onto the bed.
“I don’t want you to be afraid, Kreis. You liked it when I kissed you, didn’t you?”
“Mm, nngh...”
Our lips pressed together softly at first, but our kiss turned deeper and hungrier. When Siegfried’s bare skin grazed my chest, I realized he must’ve taken off his shirt too. His kisses were so passionate I could barely breathe, and all thought of resistance slipped away.
“Kreis, now I can finally be sure you’re really here. Here with me.” His lips trailed down my neck, nipping at it gently until wandering across my throat, my shoulder, and down to my collarbone. When he reached my chest, he pinched a hardened nipple between his fingers.
“Ahh!”
“Yes, that’s right. Let me hear you moan. Show me everything. Lay it all bare so you’ll never hide anything from me again.”
He closed his mouth around my taut nipple, rubbing his tongue over it in slow, wet strokes. The unfamiliar sensation was somewhere between a tickle and a sharp ache so intense I arched my back, squirming to try to get away. But he held my wrists tight, so there was no escape.
“Your nipples are so swollen and hard. Do you like it when I do this?”
“I-I don’t know... Nngh, don’t bite!”
I was torn between pain and pleasure when suddenly I felt something heavy between my legs. Siegfried immediately noticed, his long fingers reaching down to touch my leaking head.
“See? You’re already wet.”
“Hold... Hold on... Ngh...”
“It’s not just you. I feel the same way.”
I heard a pop as he undid his pants, and when I looked down, I saw him take out his hard length.
“It’s all right, Kreis. We’re just making love.”
“Making love...?”
“Yes. I know it’s rather...vulnerable. But I want us to bare everything to each other and make love. Can you do that for me?”
The moment he asked, I felt stubborn, but I nodded without even thinking. It was too late for regrets now.
“Kreis, I love you.” His sweet breath brushed against my ear. That was enough to make my body shudder, making something slick spill from my arousal. Siegfried wrapped his wet fingers around both our lengths, pressing them together, coaxing me. “Move your hips. It’ll feel good, I promise.”
He rocked me forward and my mind went blank from the pleasure. It felt better than I ever could have imagined. The only kind of pleasure I’d ever known was from touching myself, and that had only ever just been clumsy work with my own hand to fulfill an urge.
I hesitantly began to move my hips. My slick head rubbed against his thick shaft, and an intense wave of pleasure crashed over me. I knew I should hold back, but I couldn’t stop. My hips started bucking on their own as I chased the feeling.
“Ahh, mmm, nghh!”
“Yes... It feels incredible... Kreis, don’t stop. Let’s go all the way...” Siegfried kissed me, our tongues intertwining while he rocked his hips against mine. I lost myself in the sensations he gave me, and the way our movements combined so passionately made me forget everything else.
“Siegfried, w-wait! I-I’m going to—!”
I gasped as my hips jerked, spilling my milky white seed between us. Now his kiss was rough, almost biting as I felt his own hips twitch as he reached his own climax, releasing against me.
When it was over I let out a shaky breath. It was definitely embarrassing, but it felt so good... So good I wanted to do it again.
But it wasn’t over yet. Of course part of me knew what would come next, but I never actually believed the day would come when it would happen for real. So I let my guard down.
“S-Siegfried, what are you... Ohh!”
My body felt limp and tired, but then he suddenly lifted my hips. I gasped as he flipped me over and pushed my legs apart. Then, his tongue pushed against the tight entrance hidden between my cheeks.
“Wh-What are you doing?! D-Don’t lick me there!”
“I have to, because I can’t become one with you until you’re wet.”
I wondered briefly why I had to be the one taken, but that thought was fleeting. In this era, status was everything. It was only natural that hierarchy would extend to the bedroom.
“Ahh, it’s w-wet... No, don’t... Please...just put it in.”
I felt myself grow slick with his saliva as he slipped his tongue and fingers inside of me. The sound of it was so obscene I couldn’t stand it anymore, so I begged him to just do it already. Only then did he finally lay me back against the bed.
“Kreis... I can finally make you mine, at last.”
I felt his head rub against my entrance. I was scared, but I felt my entrance tighten around him as if it were welcoming him.
“Don’t tease me,” he ordered.
“I-I’m not trying to... Yes, please... Do it.”
He slowly began to sink his thick arousal inside me. Once his formidable head slipped past my rim, he began to work in shallow thrusts to get me used to the feeling.
“Don’t hold back. I want to hear you. Let yourself feel everything. I can’t please you unless you tell me what you like.”
His fingers gripped my member again, stroking me in time with the motion of his hips. The sensation was too much, too good.
“N-No, don’t... Ahh, s-stop...”
“Why should I stop?”
“B-Because you’re going to pull back my... A-ahh, no, stop...”
His head rubbed against a spot inside of me that felt like nothing I’d ever experienced before. I shook my head, muttering for him to stop, and then...
“Should I bury it all the way inside, then?” he whispered against my ear.
I thought maybe that would be better and nodded before I really even thought about it. Once again, it was too late for regrets.
“Ahhh!”
He pushed himself inside with a single, deep thrust that felt like it might split me open. Both fear and overwhelming ecstasy crashed over me in waves so strong I could barely think.
“Kreis, finally...finally I’m inside you. I can feel your heartbeat. You’re alive...”
He pulled me into a crushing embrace so tight it almost hurt to breathe. It was only then that I realized Siegfried was still terrified.
“I’m alive... Ah, we’re really together,” I said.
“I never want to go through that again... I thought you were dead... I thought everything was over...” Siegfried began to cry.
I wrapped my arms around him as tightly as I could. I’d thought it was all over when I watched him die in front of me too. I hadn’t wanted to spend even a single second in a world without him. When I remembered the way I’d screamed that day, I could feel the pain in Siegfried’s heart all too vividly.
“I love you, Siegfried. Ahh... Everything I am belongs to you... Nngh, wait! Not yet...”
“You told me I could have all of you!”
He grabbed both my hips and started thrusting in and out so hard and wildly that his body smacked against mine.
“I love you! I’ll never, ever let you go again!”
“Nngh, I—! I can’t stop! I’m going... I’m going to...! Ahh!”
“Kreis!”
We reached our climax together, the pleasure making my whole body shudder. I felt so happy I almost started to cry.
That night, I came again and again, until I lost count, and until Siegfried finally drifted into a peaceful sleep.
“I swear, Siegfried’s such a troublemaker sometimes...”
I didn’t respond.
“If he keeps this up every day, you’ll end up pregnant in no time.”
Shut up. I’m a man, you know.
Damn it. I’d been trying to clear my head, but before I knew it, I was distracted. I clicked my tongue in exasperation when Professor let out a naughty chuckle.