Thank you for reading Thou, as My Knight. This work is a reboot of the first full-length novel I conceptualized in my second year of high school, back when I was still unfamiliar with the ways of the world.
The story explores karma and fate born from human desires. In a world swirling with uncontrollable forces, how should those of us without power live? From those kind of sensitive emotions of adolescence, I started writing the initial background for this story on the corners of loose-leaf paper during modern Japanese class.
Over time, those notes took shape and evolved into a narrative and occasional source of embarrassment. Before I knew it, they had taken shape into a novel. Though my grades in modern Japanese class often bordered on failing because of this, I suppose it was worth it. In fact, I’m impressed I managed to write a story so well under those circumstances.
What I want to convey is that this work is like a lingering remnant of my youth, and a piece I’ve cherished for over ten years. It could even be said to be my starting point as an author.
And this very story has fulfilled my dream of becoming a novelist—a dream I had once given up on as an adult. Even now, I remain one of the “have-nots,” lacking talent, status, and fame. Yet by continuously taking small steps forward, I’ve managed to come to this point.
Perhaps you, the reader, also have a dream. That dream can certainly come true. As long as you persist and keep moving forward without giving up, it will undoubtedly come to pass. That is the single strongest weapon that “have-nots” have, and it serves as a guide toward your dreams.
And if you achieve your dream someday, please buy my books and help me also fulfill my new dream (I’m begging you). No, I’m genuinely asking (begging for real). After all, I’ve spent over a decade meticulously refining the setting of this story (eyes roll back).
Jokes aside, my hope is that through this novel, I can inspire young people like my former self with dreams and hope. For those who are not young anymore, I hope it can serve as some kind of encouragement.
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Finally, let me conclude this afterword with words of gratitude.
To everyone who read and contributed to the selection process of my story; to Mr. Komano from Dengeki Bunko’s editorial team, who championed this narrative; to Hino, whose stunning illustrations breathed life into the work; and to everyone else involved in publishing this book—I extend my heartfelt thanks.
May this piece bring warmth to someone’s heart.
Rintaro Hatake