The time was immediately before sunset. This had to be the email she had written in the car. So she used emoji. Unexpected. The emoji was about a hundred times more emotionally expressive than her face.
Email received three minutes later: When the car stops, get out and call me. When you run, go in the direction of the setting sun. I checked a map. There should be houses that way.
That had probably been sent by the boy. The sender’s name and email were displayed. And these were the only email exchanges today. I checked her email from other days as well, but they were all one line, business-y. This one boy was the only person she emailed. The received call history was nothing but private numbers. Supposing that these originated from the boy’s cell phone, then this phone in my hand was essentially a completely private communication line for one individual.
Why had the boy told the girl to run? I tossed the cell phone into the passenger seat, leaned forward so that my body was up against the steering wheel, and glared out ahead of the car. The railroad tracks cut through the space illuminated by the headlights. The warning bells were silent; there was no sign of a train. I adjusted the heater temperature to warm the inside of the car. My fingers were still cold, but sensation was returning to the tips. My respiration rate and my pulse had also returned to normal.
The cell phone rang. The display said PRIVATE NUMBER. I braced myself and accepted the call. I heard the voice of the boy.
“Hello?”
“Why did you tell her to run?” I asked, omitting the usual courtesies.
“Just in case. You could be a deviant, a bloodthirsty murderer.”
“Me? Don’t be stupid!” I had committed several murders, but I was no deviant.
“That’s good then. My worry was unnecessary.”
“Why were you so worried?”
“Because she’s been in danger before. Maybe she was born under an unlucky star. Anyway, did you take the pictures of the corpse?”
“What are you talking about?”
“Strange. On the phone, Morino said that she pretended to be a corpse and took souvenir photos.”
Although the word “strange” did come out of his mouth, the boy didn’t seem troubled in the least. That said, he didn’t seem to be toying with me either, even as I hesitated and mumbled. He was simply speaking dispassionately. His voice was even—were I to describe it in one word, that word would be “empty.” Was this cell phone in my hand connected to a dark hole? Maybe this voice wasn’t something originating from a human being, but echoing up from a deep, pitch-black hole.
“Who exactly are you?”
But the boy did not respond to my question. “Is it all right if I ask for your license plate number?”
“There’s no reason I’d tell you that.”
“Then I’ll say the number myself. Please confirm.” Having said that, the boy recited several digits. It was indeed my license plate number.
“That’s not it.”
“You’re lying, hm?”
“Don’t ask then.”
“When I told you to confirm, I wanted to confirm with you that I know your license plate number.”
“When did you find that out?”
“Earlier, on the phone with Morino.”
“I was going to drive her to the station. The way she up and disappeared like that puts me in a bit of a bind, doesn’t it? What if she gets lost and gets in some kind of trouble?”
“Please don’t go anywhere for a while.”
“Let me guess. You’ve got the wrong idea. You think I’m the murderer from the case seven years ago.”
“If that’s the stance you’d like to take, we can set aside the question of whether or not you’re the criminal.”
“That’s not enough for me. You suspect me. I want to hear why.”
“But telling you wouldn’t be any fun.” The boy sighed. Apparently, talking to me was bothersome. As before, I found him unsettling, but this sigh meant he did have an actual body. In this instant, the owner of the voice turned into a silhouette in my mind, and I breathed a sigh of relief.
“This isn’t about fun. I want to know why you suspect me.”
“Please don’t be disappointed now that you’ve asked. I warned Morino to run from you because I received a phone call.”
A phone call?
“Just as I mentioned before, she called me, so I told her to run from you.”
I didn’t understand what he was talking about.
“Today, December 6, is the anniversary of the death of the girl killed seven years ago.”
That was correct.
“For the last six months or maybe even longer, Morino has been planning to go to the site where the body was discovered. Since they announced the plan for the waste disposal plant. She said that in that case, she was going to go and take a souvenir photo on the anniversary.”
I had gone there for the same reason, that feeling that I had to make sure to go now before I lost that place.
“I was planning to go too, but something came up, and she ended up going by herself. So I gave Morino instructions.”
Call if you meet someone who’s not surprised to see you.
Because that person is not normal.
“Why?” I asked into the cell phone.
“They say that the ghost of the murdered high school girl appears there,” the boy calmly explained.
“You’re talking about those rumors?”
“Morino always goes out in her school uniform. Although there is the occasional exception, she said she was going to slip out of school at lunch and take the bus there, so I knew she had to be in her uniform today. Incidentally, the rumored ghost also wears a black sailor-style uniform.”
I recalled my conversation with Morino.
Several cars passed me while I was coming here from the bus stop, and the drivers all turned pale when they saw me.
Maybe they all thought you were a ghost.
You weren’t surprised when you saw me.
I had known right away that Morino wasn’t a ghost. To begin with, I didn’t believe in ghosts. I even scorned the people who were misled by them. If they had looked into the incident seven years ago, they would’ve soon learned the name of the high school the victim attended. And that school’s uniform was not a black sailor-style outfit. I remember that uniform well because I dressed her corpse seven years ago. It was a plaid skirt with a navy blue blazer that she had put in her bag that evening.
If they had been able to take a look at the weekly magazines of the time, they would have also known the victim’s hairstyle. In articles about the case back then, they had printed a photo of the girl’s face taken when she was still alive. Instead of being long and black, her hair was shoulder length and a color close to blonde. And to go even further, the girl was in street clothes when I killed her. If the ghost had been in street clothes splattered with droplets of blood from my nose, I would have joined the world in being afraid of these stories. But the truth was that the ghost and the girl who became my subject looked nothing like the so-called ghost.
The boy had perhaps realized this. That the criminal would have faced Morino squarely, without being influenced by rumors of a ghost.
“So from a random thing like that, you decide that I’m the one who killed that girl seven years ago.”
“I don’t know whether you did it or not.”
“But that’s what you’re implying.”
“Given Morino’s poor luck, it wouldn’t be at all strange for her to run into a murderer.”
The girl was apparently famous for her bad luck. I became curious about the experiences she’d had thus far. Since I knew that I myself was a murderer, I could sense the truth of his words. However, at that moment, I would only say, “Could your reasoning be more ridiculous?”
A criminal feigning innocence is an ugly sight.