Once outside the palace gates, Rishe threw herself into the waiting coach, shouting for the driver to make haste. She stopped it a few hundred yards from the manor and bid him farewell. “I’m leaving! Thanks for always being such a safe driver, Daniel!”
The road to the manor was muddy from a morning rain shower. She knew from her second life that the coach would get stuck, resulting in a loss of valuable time. It was better to just get out and run.
“Huff, huff.” Despite her last life’s physical conditioning, this body had no stamina. She’d need to try to get fitter faster this time around.
Rishe reached the end of the road, and her heart promptly sank all the way to her feet. “Oh no.”
The front door was thronged with people, all of them surrounding a carriage bearing the royal family’s coat of arms.
I need to get out of here.
While she stood frozen in indecision, one of the knights doing crowd control shouted, “Your Highness! I have eyes on Lady Rishe!”
“Get out of my way!” A familiar voice started up a bellow. “Let me through! Rishe, how dare you make me wait so long?”
Rishe’s ex-fiancé, Crown Prince Dietrich, stepped triumphantly forward.
“I know the thought of hearing your crimes enumerated by the man you love must pain you, but alas, as future king, it is my duty to bring down the hammer of justice upon a villainess such as yourself!”
“I see I’ve timed it badly,” Rishe muttered. “In fact, this is my worst loop yet. I’d rather be barred from the house than see you again.”
“Hmm? What are you grumbling about?” Dietrich looked Rishe up and down. “I knew it. You put on a brave face, but I can sense the sorrow in your heart.”
“I beg your pardon?”
“Your heart!” the prince repeated. “Your heart! It must be absolutely crushed! Because I called off our engagement!”
Rishe wasn’t sure where he was drawing these conclusions from. Possibly the same place he mined for all his bottomless self-confidence.
“I can tell you’ve been wandering aimlessly, distraught,” the prince went on. “Look at you. Your dress is caked in mud, your shoes are broken, and there are cuts marring your face and arms. What other possible cause could there be than heartbreak?”
Rishe narrowed her eyes. “Do you ever stop to think about the words coming out of your mouth?”
“What?”
His interpretation of events was fanciful to the point of absurdity. “I did not dirty my dress or snap my shoes out of heartbreak. Because I feel none. You’ve always been a little slow, so I’ll make this clear: I do not have a single shred of fondness for you, or for our broken engagement.”
“What?!” the prince said. “What are you saying?!”
The surrounding crowd began to snicker.
“Isn’t that the crown prince? Did Lady Rishe just dump him?”
“Wait, but wasn’t he trying to dump her?”
“Can’t be! Look at her! She doesn’t care at all!”
“How dare you nobodies make sport of me?” Dietrich screeched. “I am your prince!”
Temper aside, Dietrich was a handsome man. He had azure-blue eyes and blond hair—a prince straight out of a picture book. His looks and place in the succession meant a never-ending swarm of women vying for his affections. He was brought up a pampered princeling, never wanting for anything. It manifested in a pompous manner and an overconfidence in his own abilities. Rishe had cautioned him about his attitude before, but he never paid her any mind.
I’m so glad I don’t have to marry him.
She wished she could go back and tell the shocked, scared girl from her first life not to worry about her shattered engagement. Still, she might as well say it all here and now, with the assembled knights and citizens to bear witness.
“Your Highness, you exist to love and protect your people. It’s unbecoming to speak of them in this manner.”
“You’re the unbecoming one!” the prince snapped. “Beg me for forgiveness!”
“I won’t. Calling off our betrothal is the best course, and I applaud Your Highness for your good sense.”
Now even the knights were trembling with suppressed mirth.
Dietrich was turning red. “D-don’t laugh at me!”
“Lady Rishe,” came a sweet voice. “Aren’t you ashamed of yourself?”
Rishe fought down a groan.
Out of the crowd stepped a charming, dainty girl. Her big eyes moist with tears, she took her place at Dietrich’s side. “I do not allow the people I care about to be treated so very ill!”
“Why, Lady Mary. You’re here.” Rishe sighed. “How nice.”
The young Mary scowled through her tears. Hidden behind her skirts, Dietrich continued to shout his disapproval. “Rishe! You’ve brought my beloved Mary to tears! She’s told me everything. How you bullied her, ridiculed her. How you find it amusing to lock her in the classroom overnight! Such a wicked woman could never be queen!”
None of that’s true.
Rishe glanced at Mary, who averted her gaze a little awkwardly.
“More importantly,” Rishe said, “have you already brought your concerns to my parents, Your Highness?”
“More importantly?! I did, if you must know! Your parents are furious. They have vowed to disown you.”
“Ah. Then I’m too late.” Her parents held their reputation above all else. Rishe had little hope of retrieving any of her money or belongings now.
“Why are you acting so strangely?” Dietrich sniffed. “Ah, I understand. You’re in such shock from this turn of events that—”
“Listen, Dietrich.” In her exasperation, Rishe dropped his title. “I accept your decree. We are no longer engaged. I shall never darken your doorstep again. So…relax a little.”
“Huh? What are you saying?”
“Since I was a child, I believed that my only value was in our betrothal. Being engaged to the crown prince was my whole reason for living. I was wrong about that. Only I determine my value—no one else. That’s why I don’t care about this. I’m beyond it.” Rishe made sure to look him directly in the eye as she spoke. “You are an unnecessary element in my life.”
Dietrich staggered back. His legs seemed to go out from under him, and he crumpled. At that, the knights finally let go of their composure, laughing along with the courtiers.
“St-stop!” the prince wailed. “You are my subjects. This…this shows such flagrant disrespect!”
“Dietrich, don’t pay them any mind,” Lady Mary said. “Lady Rishe, is this cruelty necessary?”
“Perhaps this is a blessing in disguise.” Rishe’s attention moved to Mary, making the girl’s slender shoulders jump. She had no reason to worry; Rishe didn’t bite. “I’ve been wanting the opportunity to speak to you, Lady Mary. You’re strong. I admire you very much.”
“What are you talking about?”
“You’re a lovely girl who never fails to smile despite your troubles. You don’t put up walls around your heart, and you do your utmost to put others at ease. Even now, you bravely stand before me to protect the prince.”
Mary’s eyes were wide with confusion. Rishe picked her words carefully, attempting to diminish the girl’s guilty feelings, if only a little. “You need to marry the prince for your family’s sake, right?”
“How do you—?”
Rishe had learned this truth in one of her past lives. Mary was born to a poor family, and she had studied like mad to be accepted into the academy to hunt for a husband. She intended to make sure neither she nor her brothers ever went hungry again.
She went on, “Remember this: you are the one in control of your life. Don’t sell it to anyone else. Can you trust a man who so easily discards the woman he’s been engaged to since childhood? Do you truly believe he cares for you?”
Astonishment bloomed across Mary’s face. She looked over at Dietrich, who hadn’t bothered to stand up. The truth was…within a year, Prince Dietrich would be in prison, his title stripped from him. He would plan a mad coup d’état against the king, attempting to provoke the citizens to war. His plan would be discovered in its early stages, rendering him a laughingstock across the kingdom.
“You must shape your future with your own hands—you mustn’t entrust your desires to others.”
“My…my desires?
Rishe nodded.