This sudden question left Bai Haoxue stunned, "There’s no standard answer to this question, nor a specific one. It varies from person to person. Take me for example, to ask me to forget Ji Hanyu, well, that’s impossible in this lifetime."
Li Mingmo said, "You and Ji Hanyu really are quite the pair, even one person alone can make others feel envious."
Bai Haoxue: "..."
"There’s nothing to be done, we’ve loved each other to the level of celestial beings. You wouldn’t understand."
Li Mingmo: "..."
"You’re feeling lost now because you truly believe Yiyi has let go of you," Bai Haoxue said. "Seeing you like this, I won’t scold you saying you deserve it, but I do feel like saying it."
Li Mingmo: "..." Wasn’t that already a scolding???
Bai Haoxue said, "Tell me, how many foolish things must you have done to make someone so pure, so persistent, someone who loves you like Yiyi decide to give up on loving you!
You must have considered giving up too, for what you thought was letting go for her sake, you must have intentionally or unintentionally done many things that hurt Yiyi.
Yet, you couldn’t do it, could you? You couldn’t let her go."
Li Mingmo remained silent, and Bai Haoxue knew she was right.
"Li Mingmo, no matter what your reasons are, your actions really are pretty terrible.
Your behavior is like giving a punch and then offering a sweet date.
Every time you make Yiyi sad, you regret it and feel reluctant.
You can’t bear to see her sad, you try to comfort her and spoil her. But Yiyi likes you, your comforting and spoiling are like poppy to her, making her addicted.
Each time Yiyi decides to stop loving you, you give her hope again.
Yiyi told me before, she said she always mistakenly believes that you like her.
You know best why she keeps thinking that."
Isn’t it just because of your unconscious care, indulgence, and doting?
These made Xi Wei think Li Mingmo loved her, but Li Mingmo would always personally destroy it.
What girl could endure such back and forth from the person she loves?
Especially Xi Wei, given her personality.
"Li Mingmo, Yiyi is a decisive girl, she doesn’t like dragging relationships, unclear, tangled ones.
But she can’t bear to give up on you, your care, your pampering...
This is a vicious circle, and she hates this about herself.
So, she doesn’t want to be influenced by you anymore, she doesn’t want to become the version of herself she dislikes, so she chose to leave you.
But you chased after her again, you interfered with her, and she’s influenced by you again.
Your back-and-forth will exhaust her.
Li Mingmo, I don’t know what your reasons are, I’m just an outsider.
But if you truly want what’s best for Yiyi, then be decisive, straightforward, and tell her directly that you love her.
Otherwise, completely let go. You know, Yiyi won’t cling to you; instead, it’s you who is now entangled with her.
But your entanglement is unclear and indecisive.
This way, it’s neither good for her nor for you.
You’re making yourself suffer, and you’re making Yiyi suffer!"
Bai Haoxue handed the chicken soup to Li Mingmo, "Look at me, bringing you chicken soup to drink, and also giving you some mental nourishment.
After drinking the soup, rest well and think carefully, don’t leave yourself with regrets and remorse.
In one’s life, meeting someone you love who also loves you, how rare is that!
What a fortunate thing this is! You should cherish it, and be grateful!"
Chapter 681: Our Love Has Reached the Realm of Celestials
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