It was approaching noon, half past eleven, Shang Yang greeted his boss and left work early.
Going downstairs and passing the yard, almost all the colleagues I met noticed that Director Shang's smile today was extraordinarily warm and friendly.
In the sunny weather in late spring, the dry wind rippling with the restlessness caused by the rising temperature and the reproduction of nature.
Shang Yang’s residence is very close to his work, and he often takes a walk home on weekdays. Today, he plans to use a shared bicycle to go back, save a few minutes and have a few more minutes of love, and he will come back to work on time in the afternoon.
He walked out of the gate of the unit and saluted each other with his colleagues on duty at the gate. As soon as he walked out, he saw Jin Xu in black standing by the door, wearing a mask and playing with his mobile phone with his head bowed.
This picture seems familiar.
"Why are you here?" Shang Yang put his hands behind his back and walked briskly towards him.
He raised his head, rolled his eyes, and said, "I'm afraid you won't be able to leave early, so I'll wait for you to save some time."
I found out yesterday that when Shang Yang was in a good mood, his expression was almost exactly the same as that of his little Maltese.
The two didn't go too far, and Shang Yang took them to a quiet vegetarian restaurant nearby.
During the meal, Jin Xu talked about the matter of going to the hospital to see the expert number in the morning, and said, "It's similar to what the doctor in our provincial hospital said."
Shang Yang frowned, and said, "It's still in the Southwest last time... Is this a sequelae? Why didn't you say that you signed up as an expert? You said earlier that I would ask for leave in the morning to accompany you."
"Such a trivial matter is not worthy of delaying your work. I just came here to hear what the experts in the capital would say." Jin Xu said, "I went to see it as soon as I came back from the southwest. I've done it all, no problem."
Shang Yang doubted: "If there's no problem, you won't bother to arrange for an expert number. If the doctor says you have something to do today, aren't you going to tell me?"
Jin Xu: "..."
He didn't mention it because he was afraid that Shang Yang would be worried. The expert said it was all right, so he was relieved to tell Shang Yang the result.
Shang Yang couldn't help but said: "You have the habit of carrying everything by yourself, can you change your career? A few years ago when you were sick, no one said anything. We have no contact. You and Qu Liaoyuan are in constant contact. Why don't you talk to him? No? No one in our dormitory in our class knows that you have had a serious illness... I know you don’t want to cause trouble or inconvenience to others. If you treat me like this now, you are wrong. I am not someone else, and you are not someone else to me. "
Jin Xu nodded, sincerely admitting his mistake.
Shang Yang was still concerned about his body, and said: "Now you explain the whole situation to me, verbatim."
Jin Xu assured him: "I'm really fine. Experts say I'm healthy, just lack of sleep."
After the previous incident, he began to have persistent dreams. When he fell asleep every day, he would have a mess of dreams. At the beginning, he didn’t take it seriously. Gradually, he would feel weak when he woke up. After exercising, he could improve his state, but during the day Occasionally feel dizzy at work.
He went to the hospital to see him. The doctor listened to him and arranged for him to have a brain examination and film. There was nothing abnormal in the examination results. The quality is not good, and there is a slight nervous breakdown.
This time I came here because I had set up the expert number of a certain ace hospital of neurology in the capital on the Internet in advance. The top neurologists in the hospital saw him. The work intensity is high, the long-term lack of sleep, and the patient has old diseases. Although he is not seriously ill at present, it is recommended to take a long vacation to rest his body and mental state, so as to prevent problems before they happen.
After hearing this, Shang Yang seemed to have nothing to do with the Southwest incident. He asked, "It's related to the hallucinogens from the cult, and the concussion caused by the mercenary's injury to you. Does it have anything to do with it?"
"There should be a little relationship." Jin Xu said, "Do you still remember that the doctor gave me a blood test after I fell into a coma?"
Shang Yang said: "I remember, at the time I thought that the cult used common hallucinogen ingredients, such as psilocybin and poisonous mushroom extract. The test results showed that it was benzodiazepines, mixed with alcohol. It will produce hallucinogenic effects. Jiang Yunqi also talked to me later, saying that he did not expect that your national security department would go through special training on drug resistance."
"No training." Jin Xu said, "A few years ago I fell ill and took this kind of medicine for a long time, diazepam, chlorine nitrogen, all of them contain this."
Shang Yang: "..."
Jin Xu said: "It's about the past few years, it's different from this time, I can feel it, it's not the same thing."
Shang Yang disagreed, saying: "Pseudo-epilepsy is also a neurological problem. Maybe you feel that it is not as serious as before. Sometimes the outbreak of the disease takes only a few seconds. My dad slapped me on the table the night before and stared at me. Louder than anyone else, he even had a fight with my mother after I left, and he never thought that he would be sent to the rescue in a few hours..."
He recalled the scene when he received a phone call from home during the Spring Festival, and he still had lingering fears. He solemnly warned Jin Xu, "When you go back this time, make a report and apply for a vacation with your leader. It just so happens that you don't have any tasks right now. If you have tasks, you have to arrange for someone else to go. It's like heaven and earth. Knife, you also have to listen to the doctor, rest for a while, and adjust your state."
Jin Xu nodded again and again: "Okay, okay, okay, listen to the leader. In fact, I thought the same way. I was planning it after I came out of the hospital. Aren't you also taking a vacation? When will it be? The two of us Arrange the holidays together, kill two birds with one stone, kill two birds with one stone, and gather the country's wool together."
He actually happily thought about the vacation together, Shang Yang couldn't laugh at all, and said: "I'm worried to death, are you still joking with me?"
"I'm not kidding, seriously." Jin Xu said, "I'll report right away when you're sure when you're going to take a break, otherwise you let me rest alone, how is that possible? I can't sit still at all. You're on vacation with me, what are you doing? I will do whatever you want, I will accompany you wherever you want to go, so that I can adjust my mood while resting, otherwise I will be bored at home and have nothing to do, I don’t know what to do, and I will make bigger problems later, it’s better not to rest .”
Shang Yang wondered: "Then you have been working for all these years, what do you do when you are resting?"
Jin Xu said: "I haven't had a big rest yet, so I'll hurry up to catch up on sleep after one or two days off. I told you when I was on a blind date, I'm very boring, I have no hobbies, my daily contacts are colleagues, I have no friends, no family."
"You're just too busy." Shang Yang sighed inwardly, and said, "Okay, I'll determine when I will take my annual leave as soon as possible. At that time, I will go to the Northwest to accompany you, and we can do whatever you want... The premise is that you must Get some rest."
Jin-wook smiles at him and says, "Something's been on your mind for at least a second."
Shang Yang admitted it angrily, and said: "Yes, I never thought before that I would be so depraved when I talked about love."
"What are you, do you know what I dreamed about yesterday?" Jin Xu talked about the dream last night, his voice lowered as he spoke.
His dream was different from the real situation. Shang Yang felt shy when he first heard it, but he was a little moved after hearing a few sentences. He listened to it with a curiosity-like mentality, like listening to an erotic story, the protagonist is not himself, but just in a dream people.
But Jin Xu used "you" and "I" to refer to the two protagonists, which still made Shang Yang blush.
Go to work in the afternoon.
Director Shang checked the problems related to neurasthenia during his work breaks. While worrying for Jin Xu, he couldn't help but recall the story he told at noon.
That night, the story became reality, and the "you" and "I" in the story became the real you and me.
Especially when Jin Xu has to tell stories while doing, it is very absurd, but the excitement is doubled.
"It's too perverted!" Shang Yang couldn't take it anymore, and beat him up as soon as it was over.
Jin Xu was not afraid of pain, he was not afraid of pain, and he also mentioned another dream, the background was a few years ago, he was working as a criminal policeman in Northwest China, and Shang Yangyuan was in Beijing. They didn't meet at all, and there was no intersection between work and life, but in Jin Xu's dream, the relationship between the two was quite outrageous——
"I was catching a fugitive, and I received a tip that he was being harbored. I approached the door, but it turned out that you were the one hiding the fugitive. I asked you where he was, but you refused to tell me. You go back, you hug me, take the initiative to kiss me, you are willing to do anything..."
"Okay! Don't talk about it!" Shang Yang couldn't bear to listen to the story of this ruined dream, and said, "Are you dreaming about these dreams all day long? Did you tell the doctor too? The doctor won't treat you. Call the police and arrest you pervert.”
Jin Xu said: "No, I don't only have this kind of dream. I have dreamed about everything, I dream about you more often, and I often dream about my father and mother, and my childhood home."
Shang Yang: "..."
He leaned beside him, quietly watching Jin Xu's profile, and listening to him talk about his dream.
"My mother took me to hunt dates on the mountain, and I made a wreath for her with weeds and wild flowers. She wore it very beautifully. My mother is the most beautiful woman I have ever seen." Jin Xu narrated in a very soft voice, "Still I dreamed that my dad taught me how to do farm work. I was disobedient and broke the farm tools. He chased and beat me. I dreamed that he was always a security officer. I was admitted to university. He and my mother were there. The admission notice, and gave me a big red flower, he also became an auxiliary policeman, and he was issued a new uniform... Anyway, he has everything, a mess of blind dreams."
Shang Yang was fascinated when he heard it, and said, "Think about it every day..."
He originally wanted to say that Jin Xu dreamed of these things because he had many unfulfilled wishes. But some wishes are clearly impossible to come true, saying this is tantamount to rubbing salt on his wounds.
"You miss them every day," Shang Yang thought for a while, and said, "Maybe these things you dreamed about are not just dreams, but in the parallel world, they all come true."
He stretched out his hand and gently stroked Jin Xu's side face to express his comfort.
But Jin Xu said: "Don't talk about coaxing children like this. I don't believe in parallel worlds. I only believe in what my eyes can see and what my hands can touch. No matter how beautiful or good the dreams are, they are not real. belong to me."
His words are not only for Shang Yang, but also for his own vigilance, don't indulge in the dream like a vain.
"In addition to being able to see and touch, the beauty that your heart can feel is really yours." Shang Yang said, "Just like you always dream of me, you miss me very much, and you hope that we They haven't been separated since graduation."
Jin Xu said: "When I graduated, I thought I would soon forget you."
Shang Yang said, "You should forget about me."
Jin Xu said, "You really think so?"
Shang Yang said: "Really, if you fall in love with others around you earlier, someone will accompany you."
Jin Xu's expression changed slightly, he was a little angry, and said, "I don't want that."
Shang Yang thought for a while, then changed his words and said: "Then I don't want to either. What I just said was generous and bragging. You should suffer for a few more years and wait for me. I am such a selfish person."
Jin Xu: "..."
Shang Yang smiled and threw himself at his chest, and said, "Why do I like you so much? I like you so much, I even like your neurasthenia symptoms. I'm afraid I'm the one who is sick?"
Jin Xu also laughed, pinched his waist, lifted him up easily, and kissed him softly.
A few days later, the roses were in full bloom, and spring came to an end.
Shang Yang is scheduled to take his annual leave next week, plus the two weekends before and after, he can take a full ten days off. He started to pack his luggage and prepare to fly to the northwest on the weekend.
Jin Xu's leave is two days shorter than his, and it will start next week.
northwest.
This provincial capital city ushered in the first thunderstorm at the turn of spring and summer.
The signboard and the Red Cross of the No. [-] Hospital in the city were shrouded in dark clouds, and in an instant, big raindrops fell into the world with crackling crackling.
In the rain curtain, a figure fell vertically from a certain window at the height of the office building of the hospital.
The falling human body should make an attention-grabbing sound, but at the same time, there happened to be thunder and thunder in the sky, and lightning flashed far away for a moment.
A few minutes later, a female nurse holding an umbrella passed by because of something. She stepped on the stagnant water and walked towards the building of the inpatient department. Suddenly, she saw someone lying there on the ground. The person was soaked in a white coat, and the blood oozing from his head had already dissolved into the rainwater. This kind of injury could only be caused by the fall.
The nurse let go of her hand in horror, and the umbrella fell to the ground. She turned around in a hurry to call for help.
After being notified, several people from the hospital security department rushed upstairs to the doctor's office, which was directly above the place where the person fell.
The door of the office was ajar, and the security captain pushed the door open and entered.
There was only one tall man in the office, looking down from the window. He was dressed in civilian clothes, but he was wearing a pair of rubber gloves on his hands, as if he didn't want to leave fingerprints on the window.
"Don't move!" The security captain yelled, he was sure that this person was not a hospital employee, and he appeared here, and what did he look like, what did it have to do with the falling incident? The doctor who fell from the building has been troubled by the doctor recently. Could this man be a family member of the patient who came to make trouble? Pushed the doctor down by mistake? What are you doing standing by the window, isn't it to commit suicide in fear of crime?
The security captain thought about it, fearing that the approach would scare the man into jumping off the building, so he opened his arms to stop the team members outside, and he didn't dare to get too close.
The man turned his head, but he shouted back with a black face: "Don't come in, back up!"
The security guards outside the door looked at each other, the family members of the medical troublemaker looked very difficult to mess with, they all winked, and decided to rush forward with the captain, relying on their numbers to subdue him.
The unruly man took off a glove with one hand, trying to get something out of his pocket.
The security guards looked from behind the captain and became nervous, didn't they, do they still have to draw out knives?
"We called the police! The police will come right away!" The captain threatened the man who was suspected of being a doctor to his family members loudly.
"I am a policeman from the provincial department. My surname is Jin." The man took out his public security ID, showed it to the security captain, and said, "Don't come in, it will damage the scene."