Today all the positivity and all the courage in the past suddenly disappeared. At this moment, I really want to leave completely.
What a cruel reality, this is the first time I have quarreled with my eldest sister since I grew up. I am so thankful for what she said everyone hates you.
I don't understand the kind of blatant accusations, this picture is like many years ago, how much I want to live freely. From the moment she smashed the duck eggs that Dad prepared for her in front of me, I knew that this was life
Even the quarrel was watching my mentally ill mother put her arms around me and said she was facing me.
I don't know why I could communicate with her calmly at that moment
When I asked her why she stopped me, she said I couldn't beat her.
Actually I don't know what I did wrong, everyone hates me.
I'm tired, only my mother doesn't hate me. Oh, but I cried inexplicably when I saw it
Yz. I'm finally recovering day after day and finally decided to let you go, you're tired of it; actually I've had enough too
Who knows what the future holds? I don't want to meet you again, I still miss you in this life
Life made me cry quietly, I recovered, but I can never go back to the past
I will never look for you again, and I will never leave the room to meet you again.
I never dared to tell you how those difficult days came to you little by little.
Walking here, I feel like I want to stop everything. This is the last time, I will never look for you again
I loved you
in the past
in hell
in the cloudy sky
In the sky of every city I go to
I'm really tired by myself, it's okay to rub shoulders with you.
2017-6-23 Forever.