"What's the matter, sullen?"
Autumn is a color of parting. It takes away the colors of spring and the enthusiasm of summer. In exchange, there is only a dimness around me. At this moment, I am like a seagull flying on the sea. At the landing point, without company, there is only a vast ocean in front of me, boundless, lonely and helpless. The happiness in the past is now farther than the end point in my mind.
"We broke up, our personalities don't match!"
I applied for a business trip with the company for a week, and being busy during this time made me temporarily forget the pain in my heart. However, when I came back, and returned to this place where Chen Wen was, it awakened me again to the desolation of losing everything. To restrain and try to face it calmly, but found it so difficult to do.
"Grandpa, don't get angry. You can find your wife again after breaking up. If you get sick with your body, the loss outweighs the gain!"
After sorting out my mood, I returned home with my luggage. As soon as I entered the room, I saw my grandpa sitting on the sofa watching TV with a straight face. I didn’t need to ask. The dating section on the Internet is too unreliable.
"Hey, why don't you let your grandfather and I be alone forever!"
Unexpectedly, my grandfather and I had the same experience. Breaking up seemed to be imprinted on my body like a curse, and being bound was like losing freedom.
Chen Wen, this love who manipulated my emotions and gave me happiness was just handed over to my cousin, although I can feel that Chen Wen loves Xiong Bo more, even though I know I do this I will definitely regret it, but I still did it. Maybe this is my character. I am always willing to see others happy, but in the end I hurt myself. It doesn't matter anymore, maybe I should find a girlfriend, get married and have children, live a normal life, fulfill my grandfather's wish, and give an explanation to my parents who are far away abroad. For the heart that still loves Chen Wen deeply , let time help me to let go, some things, once missed, can never come back.
"Grandpa, you are too pessimistic. It's okay. I'll help you find it again. Those who miss you are unlucky!"
I comforted my grandfather, trying to make him feel better, but who will help me relieve my hurt? I can only bear it silently, but I am used to it, just like when I graduated, once people are too sad, they will become numb instead.
"Grandson is still right, and you said that your personality is not suitable. She is not lucky. What is wrong with me, isn't it just that the square dance is not up to standard? Isn't it just a bit old-fashioned? I have such a good personality. like……"
After simply packing my luggage, I turned on the computer, and logged into the older dating website that I found more and more unreliable. I logged into QQ habitually, and suddenly a message popped up. I clicked on it. Then I looked at his screen name, "Xiong Da's Xiong Er", he should be a fellow, but how did he know my number?
"Hello, are you there? Who are you? How did you know my number?"
Out of curiosity, I added him as a friend, do I know this person?
"We met, but you don't know me, anyway, I have liked you for a long time."
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