I thought about it and said, "I don't really want to go."
For me, new things are not so attractive to me. What's more, my current studies are still lagging behind. With such a week, I can just digest these textbooks that are still a bit of a headache for me.
However, Bai Zecheng said to me: "You go."
Bai Zecheng's gaze gave me a hint of danger. This premonition is very similar to meeting Qi Yang back then. I don't know how to describe this hunch, and I can't judge whether this hunch is accurate. However, at that moment, I thought of Qi Yang, and those bad and sad days.
I try to get myself out of that bad mood and back to reality. My eyes turned cold at this moment, I avoided his gaze and said, "I'm sorry, I won't go."
I love charters. Even though I am no longer with Charter now. However, I know that we will definitely be together in the future and will never be separated.
Therefore, I don't need others to make up for my lack of affection during this so-called healing period.
It was the charter that brought me into this world. There is only one reason for me to exist in this love that is not tolerated by the world, and that is him.
Probably because of being touched by Bai Zecheng's gaze, when I got home, I couldn't resist the urge to call Zhang Zhang.
I sat on the sofa with my phone in my hand, but I couldn't make up my mind.
Before, the sentence in the charter: "Don't contact me again!" hovered in my heart. I don't want to make him angry.
The night was gradually falling, and the window was slowly getting dark, and the colorful neon lights began to flicker. After sitting on the sofa for an hour, I finally put down my phone. I sat up from the sofa, put on my slippers, walked to the window, and looked at the scene in the distance. In the hazy darkness, the halo of neon lights gradually rendered. But no matter how dazzling the side illuminated by the neon lights is, it is still no match for the breadth and depth of the night. In the invisible corner, it is still dark.
What is the charter doing now? Is he having dinner with Shen Jieyu? In a high-end restaurant, he was wearing a well-tailored suit that brought out his muscular figure, and she was wearing the latest designs of Parisian designers, sitting gracefully across from him. Anyone who looks at it is a pleasing picture, right?
When I think about this scene, I feel extremely sad.
The reason why I am so sad is that it is not me who is sitting next to the person I love the most.
And I also cruelly found that every time I love him the most, it is when he is not by my side and lost.
However, I don't know what's going on, maybe God can't see it. Every time when I fell into the lowest point of this emotion, Ye Yincheng's cell phone would always ring. It seems that she can feel that I need someone to pull me out of this trough, this abyss. Obviously, I became friends with her, and it didn't take me a year to do my best.
Her call made my phone screen light up in the unlit living room.
I glanced at it and didn't want to pick it up. But suddenly she remembered the mission she and Qi Chenguang had brought back to her home today, and was worried about something, so they connected.
As soon as the connection was made, Ye Yincheng's voice was lowered, but still wailing, "Qi Yang, we were locked up by my father... Come and save me!"
I was startled, "Where are you now?"