19. Sad is
There was silence on the phone for a while, and he said in a weary voice: "Qiyang, I'm already tired. When I said I wanted to break up with you, I meant it seriously, not playing games with you. I can't give you the happiness you want. I must marry Shen Jieyu."
I stared at the deep night and said, "Didn't you say that you will love me forever?"
"I love you forever, but it has nothing to do with my breaking up with you." Zhang Zhang paused for a moment, and then said, "That's it, don't call me again."
"Regulations!" I suddenly realized that the regulations were serious this time. He really wanted to break up with me, he really made up his mind not to contact me forever, and he really wanted to marry Shen Jieyu. At this moment, my heart seemed to be torn apart. Tears flowed down. I cried and said, "Shen Jieyu's younger sister came to see me today, she told me that your mother's illness is fake, she wants to use..."
"Qiyang!" Zhang Cheng growled, and that sound seemed to contain endless anger.
Both of us were silent for a while, and he finally spoke again, but his voice was filled with deep fatigue, "Qiyang, I'm serious."
His sudden transformation without a trace of transition caught me off guard. I was so sad that I didn't know what to do.
"That's it." He hung up the phone.
When I returned to the living room in a daze, I was sick. Seeing my appearance, Ye Yincheng immediately guessed what happened to me, and sighed softly.
Just as she was about to speak, her cell phone rang.
Ye Yincheng had no choice but to go to the coffee table to get her mobile phone, but when she saw the screen, her expression changed.
She refused to answer the call and put the phone back on the coffee table.
I saw her acting so strangely and asked, "Who is it?"
Ye Yincheng said, "Qi Chenguang."
When I heard this name, I was still slightly taken aback, and then I remembered that since Ye Yincheng came to me, I haven't asked about the relationship between her and Qi Chenguang carefully. During this period of time, I have been sinking into the depressed mood of breaking up with Zhang Zhang. In addition to the start of school, I have a lot of things to do, and I don't take other people's ideas into account at all. I looked at Ye Yincheng apologetically, and said, "Yincheng, what's going on with you and Qi Chenguang?"
Ye Yincheng sat down on the sofa and said, "I don't want to say it."
I watched her silently. Finally, she couldn't help but said, "Originally, I wanted to tell him the news of my pregnancy. But when I asked him if he wanted to have a child, he hesitated, and then told me, We were still young and hadn't started working yet... So, I came back to China by myself."
She spoke slowly, and after she finished speaking, she raised her eyes and looked at me, with tears shining in her bright eyes.
"Do you really want to have a child?" I sighed and said, "If your child asks you who is his father in the future, how will you answer?"
Ye Yincheng covered his face with both hands and said, "I don't know, but I must give birth to him."
She rarely showed such a vulnerable side in front of me, which made me feel a little tingling in my heart. I didn't know how to comfort her, so I kept silent.
On the second day of school, just before dawn, I woke up, washed my face and brushed my teeth, and went out before Ye Yincheng woke up. I can't lose the charter. With this in mind, I bought a dumpling and two pancakes at the breakfast stand at the gate of the community like a soldier heading to the battlefield, and walked to the company of the charter.
It was only seven o'clock in the morning when I arrived at his company. The security guard on duty at the door saw me with a look of surprise. He knew who I was, but when he saw me, panic flashed across his face. I thought to myself, probably they already knew that I broke up with Zhang Zhang, so they were so panicked when they saw me. I walked to the door, put the breakfast in my hand on the table, and said to him: "Please tell me the regulations, this is the breakfast I bought for him. I will tell him that I put the breakfast here. "
I don't know the inner OS of this security guard: what the hell is this!
After saying this, I turned around and left. After getting on the bus to school, I took out my mobile phone and sent a text message to Zhang Zhang: Since you don’t want me to call you, I’ll send you a text message. You bought breakfast and left it at the door of your company, remember to get it. PS I will not agree to break up with you, don't even think about it!
After sending this text message, I thought in my heart: Zhang Zhang, you have brought me into this pit, don't you want to slap my ass, dump me and leave!