9. Compensation fee
That night, Zhang Zhang slept in the living room. I slept alone in the room and couldn't fall asleep for a long time. The dark night outside the window is like a silent painting.
The next day, early in the morning, when I woke up groggy, Zhang Zhang had already gone out.
I looked at the empty room, and my heart seemed to be empty.
When Tao Zi came, I was sitting on the floor alone, sorting out some small things from the past. Hearing the doorbell, I got up to look at the door. Tao Zi stood outside the door with a big smile on her face.
I said, "Why are you here?"
Taozi sensed the sadness I concealed in my tone, suppressed the smile on my face, and said, "What's wrong with you?"
I called her in and said, "I had a quarrel with Zhang Zhang."
Tao Zi sat down on the sofa, looked at me solemnly, and asked, "What's going on?"
From her point of view, Zhang Zhang and I have already experienced so much, why there is still such a thing as quarreling is very incomprehensible.
I told Tao Zi the scene I saw yesterday. Tao Zi said in a tone of disbelief, "Did you see it right?"
"No." I said.
But Tao Zi shook her head and said: "I think there must be a reason. We all know that the charter is good to you. If he likes Shen Jieyu, why did he go to the United States so hard to find you? "
"Then why doesn't he explain?" I said, "I've been waiting for him to explain, but he just doesn't talk."
Taozi stopped talking. After a long time, she said, "Anyway, I don't believe the regulations are what you said."
Not even my best friend is on my side anymore. I feel gloomy. In fact, I do not believe in my heart that the charter is lying to me. However, I couldn't find a reasonable explanation for what I saw. I was waiting for his explanation, but he didn't talk to me all night. He didn't even come into the room. He left early this morning without saying a word, so far there hasn't been a single call or text message.
This is a performance that charters have never had.
Tao Zi said: "Qiyang, let me tell you something that you may not like to hear. Do you know? Although you are my friend, but in many cases, I am not worth it for the charter. He treats you well, so there is no need Having said that, I believe you know it in your heart. However, you always have a willing attitude.
Of course, I know that's not the case in your heart, of course I know what kind of person you are. But, you know what? When Lu Junwen and I were in love, I knew that many of his details were not what I thought, but I just couldn't help thinking about it. Every time Lu Junwen saw it, he would make it clear.
There will be many, many misunderstandings between us, and there will be many, many quarrels, but we will all explain clearly in the end. But every time I see you, every time I know of any conflicts between you, in the end, the constitution will give in to you first. You are always relying on his love for you to ease the conflict, but in this way, his love for you has been consumed, but he has not been replenished by you, he will not say anything, but he will also be tired.
Qiyang, I know you like the rules, but every time you try to make yourself less humble, and for your own self-esteem, you never express it. If he is not a god, he will also be sad. "
Each of Taozi's long words is like a knife piercing my heart.
All the support in my heart is crumbling.
Could it be that what Taozi said is not right? I have absolutely no rebuttal. Everything she said was true. It is the status quo between me and the charter.
I never gave anything back to the charter. I always thought he would understand, he would know.
However, human feelings are like a lonely boat on the sea. The lighthouse is just ahead, but the fear of the sea won't go away until we actually go ashore and set foot on land.
The love of the other party is not the light of a distant lighthouse, but the land on the shore. Only by truly stepping on it can the heart be at ease.
I have been waiting for text messages and phone calls from Zhang Zhang, but it never occurred to me that maybe he is also waiting for text messages and phone calls from me.
I was thinking wildly at home, and he was annoyed by my misunderstanding.
I decided to go directly to his company to find him. Only then did I remember to ask Tao Zi what she wanted to do.
Tao Zi said: "I originally wanted to go shopping with you, forget it, you can go to the charter, I will go by myself."
I pursed my lips apologetically and said, "Next time I will make amends to you."
I hurried to the charter company. He is talented, but he has to deal with the affairs of such a large company. Although he has the help of the old man left by his father, he still bears a lot of pressure. When I think about it, I regret my waywardness in the past.
His secretary knew me and was surprised to see me because I usually don't come here.
She said: "Currently Mr. Zhang is in a meeting."
I froze for a moment and said, "Then I'll wait for him."
She knew about my relationship with Zhang Zhang, so she didn't say anything more. I walked into the charter's office. His office is large and decorated simply and delicately. I went to his desk, I didn't intend to see his documents. I almost never ask about his work. However, my name was on the document spread out on his desk.
I also don't know how I managed to capture my name so accurately in that fleeting glance. But after seeing my name, I couldn't help but be curious to see what this document is.
I picked it up, scanned it roughly, and opened my mouth wide in surprise.
This turned out to be a property transfer agreement. He transferred a house, a car and 200 million yuan under his name to my name.
He never mentioned it to me.
I was surprised and delighted.
At this time, Zhang Zhang suddenly opened the door and walked in.
He should have heard from the secretary that I was coming, and he wasn't surprised to see me.
I looked at him with some guilt and said, "The charter..."
But there was an expression of indifference on his face.
I have some doubts.
He walked up to me and said, "Qiyang, let's break up. I can't give you what you want. This is my compensation for delaying you for a few years."