At that time, Bai Zhijing was running a suspension of school. No. [-] Middle School was a school that paid special attention to the rate of enrollment. He was worried that students would not be able to keep up with their studies after leaving school, which would affect their school performance. Therefore, it was stipulated that anyone who had a suspension of school for more than three months would have to stay a grade after returning to school. .
"Then I'll start over from freshman year of high school next semester?" Bai Zhijing scratched his neck and asked.
"You decide for yourself," Shang Chu leisurely leaned on the sofa, watching TV with his legs crossed, "This was originally determined by your school itself, and it's not a general rule for all high schools in the capital. It's probably not that strict."
"Then father, give me some advice." Bai Zhijing leaned over and sat next to Shang Chu, hugging his father's arm without letting go, "Should I start school for the second year of high school, or repeat the grade for the first year of high school?"
"Think about it yourself," Shang Chu pushed him away with disgust, "Why is it so sticky, I'm so sweaty."
"Then I'll go back to the room and think about it slowly." Bai Zhijing stood up slowly, and looked back at Shang Chu reluctantly, "You really don't want to make the decision for me? Which grade am I in?"
"Get out of here quickly," Shang Chu kicked him, "I suggest you go back to the first grade of primary school, will you go?"
"You can really make sarcastic remarks..." Bai Zhijing curled her lips unwillingly, and saw Bai Aize coming out of the study in a blink of an eye, so she complained, "Father, take care of your daughter-in-law, she is lawless, and you dare to Kick the No.30 eighth generation successor of our old Bai family!"
Shang Chu picked up the pillow and tried to hit him, but Bai Zhijing immediately ran away with his head in his arms.
Before returning to his room, Bai Aize stopped him: "Jing'er."
"What are you doing?" Bai Zhijing turned around, "You don't want to kick the No.30 eighth-generation successor of your old Bai family, do you?"
"I don't have that much time to spare." Bai Aize sat down next to Shang Chu, "Think about it, and don't even think about coming out after returning to school."
Bai Zhijing shrank his fingertips holding the doorknob, he knew what his father meant for him to think carefully.
"Think it over, think it over," Bai Zhijing shook his hand, "Also, don't get too close to my father, he thinks our old Bai's people are sticky."
Shang Chu let out a "fuck" sound, a pillow was thrown at him, and Bai Zhijing bent down to avoid it with a playful smile, and entered his room.
If Bai Zhijing thought it through thoroughly, he didn't.
Now when he thinks about sitting in the classroom reading and writing, his stomach will still have panacidic water, which is still quite uncomfortable. During this period of time, he didn't learn anything else, but he learned a word called "face".
Everyone around him is learning to face the inevitable dilemmas and problems of growing up, only he is finding ways to escape.
Bai Zhijing thinks this is not good, if this continues, he has a premonition that he will lose more things, such as the courage to get back up after falling, or the ability to protect the one he loves.
Fighting and fighting can't protect the promise, and setting up a joke-like Wild Bear Gang can't protect the promise. Only when he really grows up and becomes a brave and strong adult, can he have the ability to stand in front of the promise and stand up for the promise. Shield from wind and rain.
Bai Zhijing is now facing a difficult choice in the process of growing up——
"Should I repeat the grade or not?"
Xu Xu looked at the little guy's frowning look on the video call, and asked, "What kind of problem is this?"
"Tsk!" Bai Zhijing glared at him, "You can't be serious, give me a good advice."
The promise said: "Tell me what you think first."
"To be honest, I don't want to go back to the original class," Bai Zhijing is very frank, "There are some things that I want to overcome, but I really can't. I think it's unnecessary to overcome."
Xu promised to nod: "Well, I agree."
Bai Zhijing sighed maturely: "When others say about me, I feel uncomfortable. Even if I get used to it, I still feel uncomfortable. How can you overcome this?"
"That can't be overcome," Xu Xu nodded through the screen, as if gently tapping Bai Zhijing's head, "Let's focus on the main contradiction, and we can let go of the secondary contradiction first."
Bai Zhijing burst into laughter: "The main conflict is to go back to school first, and the secondary conflict is to be in any class, right?"
"Young man is very savvy," Xu Xu also laughed, "If you weren't the number one in the college entrance examination this year, there must be something shady."
"Fuck! You're still shameless!" Bai Zhijing cursed with a smile, then changed the subject, "Then I won't repeat the grade?"
Sitting at the desk, Xu Xu rested his chin on one hand and wore thin-rimmed glasses on the bridge of his nose, and said gently: "Jing'er, some decisions are for you to make yourself, don't worry about the future, just look forward, I will definitely It's on your side."
Bai Zhijing wrinkled his nose, and said a little shyly, "I'm so touched."
"Yeah, I'm touched too." Xu Xu stretched his waist and sighed comfortably, "The little ostrich is finally coming out of its hole!"
Bai Zhijing's ears burned: "Who is an ostrich and who is an ostrich! I am the leader of the Wild Bear Gang, so I am also a big black bear!"
With a smile in his eyes, Xu slightly shrugged his shoulders.
He originally had a gentle and elegant appearance, but this pair of thin-rimmed glasses added a bit of sharpness to his gentle demeanor, coupled with his half-smiling eyes at this time, Bai Zhijing suddenly blushed and shouted anxiously Hung up the video call with a roar.
What little ostrich? Could such a brave Alpha be a little ostrich?
Bai Zhijing thought he was a big black bear, the kind that could smash the skull of a tiger with one slap.
At this moment, the phone vibrated suddenly, and Xu Xu sent a WeChat message——
"Is the little ostrich shy when it comes out of the hole?"
So the big black bear Bai Zhijing gave a "fuck" sound, and shrank his whole head into the bed.
Besides being shy, Promise is right about one more thing.
Some decisions can only be made by Bai Zhijing himself, no matter whether it is relatives, friends or lover, they can't help.
Bai Zhijing lay on the bed and thought about it for 5 minutes, and fell asleep before reaching a conclusion. In his dream, he returned to the scene of the math final exam last semester.
He read the test paper that was judged to be a cheating paper countless times, and he had long been familiar with the questions on it, but Bai Zhijing in his dream felt that those numbers and formulas were extremely strange.
In this dream, he was like a fool who didn't understand anything. He sat blankly in the examination room for two and a half hours.
He scored zero in the math test, and this time no one will say he cheated anymore.
In the dream, Bai Zhijing breathed a sigh of relief, but in reality, Bai Zhijing was more flustered than usual.
He found that he couldn't do anything.
After waking up, Bai Zhijing stared at the ceiling for a long time, then took out a dusty book from the bedside table, it was a chemistry textbook.
He casually flipped through a few pages, and didn't even remember the most basic balance formula.
He thought in his heart that it was over for now, and he was really illiterate!
Bai Zhijing went downstairs in a daze, the two fathers at home were having breakfast, and Bai Aize was flipping through today's morning newspaper without looking up.
"Come down?" Shang Chu greeted his son enthusiastically, "We finished eating and didn't leave it for you. It just so happened that you came, so let's wash the dishes."
Bai Zhijing staggered and almost fell down the stairs.
"Is there still fatherly love in this family?" He pursed his lips and complained aggrievedly, "Can this family still accommodate me?"
"I can't take it anymore, pack up and get out," Shang Chu said while wiping his lips, "You've spent more time in the alley than at home, why don't you be adopted by Promise as a son."
Bai Zhijing was terrified, afraid that his father would find out about him and the person he promised to be with, so he quickly changed the subject: "Let me tell you something serious, I didn't sleep last night, and I thought about it all night."
"What did you come up with, great philosopher." Shang Chu rolled his eyes.
With his hands on his hips, Bai Zhijing sighed sadly: "I'd better repeat the grade, I'm not good at basics, and I can't keep up after these few months, anyway, I started school early, so I can keep the grade. "
Bai Aize raised his eyebrows: "Isn't it embarrassing to repeat a grade?"
"It's shameful," Bai Zhijing frowned bitterly, "There's nothing you can do about it! Please sign up for any cram school this summer. I'm definitely going to have my ass stabbed in the head this time, so I'm so excited." Tu Qiang, try to let our old Bai family produce a champion in the college entrance examination!"
"That's unnecessary," Bai Aize said, "Old Bai's family never daydreams."
"...Dad, are you still my real father?" Bai Zhijing said angrily.
"Okay, let's go." Bai Aize stood up and said to Bai Zhijing.
Bai Zhijing was at a loss: "Huh? Where are you going? Going to cram school so soon? I'm not ready yet!"
"Go to a psychiatrist," Bai Aize picked up the car keys on the refrigerator, "I'll take you for an evaluation."
The evaluation results showed that Bai Zhijing's condition was not bad.
Although there are still obvious stress reactions when making memory associations with related words such as "school", "cheating", and "Olympiad", it is generally within an acceptable and controllable range.
"Going back to school is absolutely fine." The doctor turned off the soft music, and smiled at Bai Zhijing, "Zhijing, congratulations on defeating yourself."
Bai Zhijing scratched his head: "No, I don't think there is anything."
"You just don't know it." The doctor patted him on the shoulder. "You have accomplished a remarkable thing, which many people cannot do."
Bai Zhijing was quite embarrassed, and gave the doctor "hehe" a few silly laughs.
"I have someone I like very much, he is much braver than me, he is the most amazing," Bai Zhijing pursed his lips, "I just... just don't want him to work so hard again, I also want to become more powerful, so that he can smile a little more and relax a little more every day."
The doctor asked: "Then does he like you too?"
"Yeah," Bai Zhijing nodded without hesitation, and said proudly, "He also likes me very, very much."
"Then congratulations." The doctor liked this bright young boy very much, and patted his furry head. "Congratulations, you all found the right person. I hope you will become a very powerful person soon."
"Thank you," Bai Zhijing smiled with his lips curled up, his eyes crooked, "I will definitely."