His golden eyes burned with madness and devotion. It was a love so deep, it swallowed up my lies and gave me back even more.
I wanted him to cut through the threads of reason that tied down my honest feelings.
And when he casually said he’d give me exactly what I wanted, my uncontrollable love for him cried out to respond, and my body was swept up in its ferocity. My entire being focused on the hardness inside me, on his lips, and I started getting more and more aroused.
“N-no, don’t say that now,” I begged him, flushed and trembling. “Please don’t expose me like that…not here…”
My cheeks were streaked with tears, and my bangs were plastered to my forehead with sweat. I knew I looked pathetic, sobbing and pleading with him, but…
My beloved husband wrapped his arms around me tighter, kissing me hard, and poured out his feelings with all the intensity of a child.
“I hate it, too. I only said it because I love you. I have to have all of you to myself. Damn it, you’re mine. Mine and no one else’s! I’m so pissed, I could kill every single person who saw you tonight. So I want you to feel it too, Cece. Feel it until you hate me. Come so hard, you can’t stand it!”
With a kiss, he pushed his burning love into my body, making me tighten around him. A sharp throb seized my clit, and I trembled as uncontrollable sensations took over. I jammed the shirt against my pussy and cried out.
“Ah, n-no! I’m gonna come, I’m gonna come! You idiot, you pervert! I’m using your shirt like this, and now I’m gonna think about it every time I wear it, and I won’t ever be able to sleep with it again! How are you going to take responsibility for that?!” I shouted at him.
And for some reason, his eyes darkened, and my vision blurred.
“The fact that you’re even considering wearing it again is seriously too much. Sorry, but no man would be able to stop himself if the woman he loved said something like that. I want this to keep you up at night. Keep holding onto the shirt.”
I heard a wet, naughty slap, and I let loose a moan as I was lifted off my toes for a split second. At the same time, a warm flow of liquid sprayed from between my legs, soaking through the shirt and coating the fingers I was using to hold it.
Trembling, I looked down and there it was. A stain blooming across the shirt. I was so shocked, I totally forgot Lucas was the one responsible for all this.
Shame overwhelmed me at the sight of the stained shirt. I clutched at his head, which was nestled against my neck, clinging to him.
“A-ah, no… Lukie, I-I’m so sorry…”
“You apologizing is too much… I’m gonna come! Just one thrust and you squirted so perfectly… Damn it, you’re the filthiest, most adorable thing ever, baby. You gave me exactly what I wanted. I’m so happy right now, Cecilia. Keep worrying. Cry for me more!”
Right, right! This whole mess is his fault to begin with. Forget I said anything! Wait, why is he so moved?! There’s no way I’m accepting that twisted confession as a compliment!
“Argh, you idiot! You’re so mean!”
“Does the embarrassment make you feel it more deeply? You’re even wetter than before… You really do love me, don’t you? I love you too, and only you. My Cecilia… You’re all mine…”
And now he’s just calmly analyzing things like I didn’t just insult him?! Smiling like he’s in a dream while my dignity’s in tatters, all thanks to loving him!
It nearly slipped my mind that I was a visiting royal princess, and we were standing in the hallway of a foreign kingdom’s palace. This needs to end! Like, now! So I’m going to ignore him!
I kept my head down, furious, deliberately saying nothing in response.
Lucas picked up on it immediately and heaved a dramatic sigh, then spoke in a low voice, as if to scare me into behaving.
“Your pussy tightens every time I say I love you. It’s an honest answer, even if you won’t say it out loud. Isn’t that right, my Cecilia?”
“Wh-what?”
“I said that even though you’re saying no, your pussy is squeezing me. Doesn’t that mean it feels good?”
I didn’t answer.
“Am I wrong? Hm?”
He suddenly pressed down on my breasts while grinding deep inside of me, and I threw my head back against his shoulder, clenching my teeth and trying desperately not to come again.
“Ahh, n-no, I can’t! I’m coming! Ahhh!”
I gripped his arm so hard my nails dug in, desperate to hold back, and he just twisted his gorgeous face into a smug little grin.
“Haah, see how hard you’re squeezing me?” he said haughtily, as if scolding a stubborn child. “You don’t want me to stop at all. It feels good, and you know it.”
From the wild glow in his eyes, it was clear even fear was a kind of pleasure to him. Trembling and overwhelmed, I whimpered, “Please wait,” but he just shifted his stance to better hold me up, then bit down on the back of my neck like an animal.
“Ahhh, nngh!”
He bit me over and over, always letting go just before it started to hurt. Maybe that prickly sensation tricked my brain into thinking it was pleasure, because I could feel myself clenching around him on reflex.
I was terrified by how badly my body wanted to come again, and I quivered as our fingers intertwined. Then he whispered in a deep and honeyed voice straight into my ear, “It’s okay. There’s nothing to be afraid of. I’m just making you feel good, right?”
Tears streamed down my cheeks as I tried to hold back sobs. I wasn’t prepared for this at all. I looked up at him and saw his golden eyes glinting through the strands of his dark hair. They were heavy with desire yet still so gentle, like he was murmuring his love for me.
Under his soft, moonlit gaze, my lips parted with a will of their own. “I-it feels so good!” And the second I finally admitted it, pleasure crashed over me. I could feel my pussy tightening around him and his cock jerking inside me in response.
“Ahh, noo… It’s so good, Lukie! Yes, Lukie, that spot! Yes, right there! It feels so good!”
He cupped my cheek with one hand, so tenderly it almost hurt, and pressed his body against mine. He slipped his other hand down to wrap around my belly, where his fingers traced the Promise Mark as he started to thrust.
“Mm, Cecilia… You’re so cute… I love you. You love this, don’t you? You’re gripping me so tight. Are you about to come again?”
“Ahh, yes… I love you, Lucas. I love you! It feels so good… It’s too good, I can’t! Ahh, I’m gonna come!”
He pressed down on my Promise Mark. With his hand pushing down on my skin and his girth pumping hard from inside, I absolutely lost it. There was no holding back. I could feel my warm wetness spilling out, soaking right through his shirt to run rivulets down my thighs. But it all felt far away somehow as I arched into him and the pleasure left me breathless.
“Shit, you’re squeezing me so tight I can barely stay in… The more you respond, the harder I get… Damn it, you’re so cute… I’m coming!”
“N-no, stop moving! I can’t! Ahh, I’m coming again!”
“Nnghh!” He groaned as he held my shuddering body close, pounding deep inside like he wanted to wring out every last drop of my arousal. My toes scraped against the floor with every thrust. My helpless moans rang out down the corridor.
“Ahh, mm, haah!”
His coarse breaths grazed my neck, and a slow heat spread in my belly as he came. I exhaled deeply in relief when he finally eased his grip on me.
“You sighed.”
He narrowed his golden eyes like I’d done something unforgivable. I clamped my mouth shut, but it was too late.
“I figured that wasn’t enough for you. I’m glad you’re being honest. Now take a deep breath and don’t hold it in.”
“N-no, wait! I’m too weak…!”
I could barely speak, and my body was trembling. My fingers were wet as I clutched the shirt he gave me. I looked away from the soaked, stained fabric, from the liquid dripping down my thighs, and cast my pride out the window to plead with him.
“Please let me off the hook before I ruin this floor!”
“You’re so cute, Cecilia! The fact that you’re bracing yourself to take it from me again… You have no idea how happy that makes me. I’ll hold the shirt for you, so just give in and surrender.”
That’s not what I meant!
But then he smiled with terrifying glee, his golden eyes going molten and wicked, and before I could stop myself, I nodded.
This was a whole different level. I couldn’t say no!
“O-okay.”
“Good girl. Now spread your legs a little.”
Oh god, this is gonna be one of those times where he holds nothing back… Dear body and heart, I’m gonna need you to be strong for me!
“K-kiss me…” I moaned.
“I’ll kiss you as much as you want.”
“Say you love me.”
“I love you so much I could kill you, Cecilia.”
“Fix it for me…”
“That’s already taken care of.”
It is? Well, after that line, there’s no way I’d get an answer even if I pleaded for gentleness… I guess that means there’s no hope left. There’s only one thing left for me to do now. Even though I really, really don’t want to end up a total, sopping mess!
“W-wait, can we please go back to our room and—”
“Thanks for that final tease. Now take a deep breath for me, but don’t hold it.”
W-what the hell was that gentlemanly thanks?!
His bashful little smile was adorable, but I didn’t want a polite thank you. I was just about to fix him with a glare when he hit me with the next bombshell.
“I’ll love you no matter what happens or what you become, Cecilia. I’ll keep standing by your side for your sake, wearing the mask of a knight. I’ll kill whoever you want me to. I’ll save whoever you ask me to. I’ll give you everything. Everything. So please love only me. Love the broken man that I am until the very end.”
“Th-that’s unfair, Lukie! Don’t say things like that and get me all giddy while we’re doing this!”
The way he declared his all-consuming love for me and then started moving made me burst into tears. Before long, I lost consciousness and fell into a world of pure white bliss.