Chapter 126 What do you want to do
Xiang Weiding's dissatisfied words made Zhang Jian'an laugh. Looking at Xiang Weiding, he couldn't help sighing, he is so old, taller than himself, and has already become a boss. Xiang Weiding still shows his attachment and care in front of him as unpretentiously as he did when he was a child. Despite those other thoughts that were born out of Ding, Zhang Jianan was still very happy that the children he raised were still close to him.
Patting Xiang Weiding on the shoulder, Zhang Jianan said with a smile: "Of course Weiding is very important. He is both a relative and a family member."
"Then..." Xiang Weiding almost uttered the word "lover", but swallowed it back. The timing was not ripe, and such a taboo word would probably destroy the good atmosphere now.
"What?" Zhang Jianan raised his eyebrows.
"It's nothing." Xiang Weiding shook his head, sighed secretly, and then said seriously: "An, you said Xu Wen is your relative, and you recognized this cousin again, so what are you going to do?"
After recognizing "myself" as a cousin, what are you going to do?
Zhang Jianan also asked himself, and then his mind was in a mess without an answer.
Looking at Zhang Jianan, he began to meditate again. And that face of undisguised annoyance, Xiang Weiding was really jealous, the two had lived together for so many years, Xiang Weiding knew that Zhang Jianan didn't care much about all the Zhang family members in Huacheng, All along, the focus of my life is Zhang Jian'an, and I know that the focus of Zhang Jian'an's life is myself. Even if I have thoughts that I shouldn't have, even if Zhang Jian'an doesn't accept it, it doesn't affect my relationship with Zhang Jian'an. Xiang Weiding was really upset that there was such a sudden appearance of Zhang Jianan who wasted his mind and cared so much.
"An, can you tell me why you haven't contacted Xu Wen for so many years, and never heard you talk about this Xu Wen, and now you suddenly recognize him?" Xiang Weiding was curious about the reason.
Zhang Jianan was silent for a long time, thinking of the ten years of his life as Zhang Jianan, then smiled sadly and relieved, took the initiative to hold Xiang Weiding's hand, and said quietly: "I still remember that I was hospitalized in Huacheng, you Did you see me for the first time? It’s been ten years, almost 11 years have passed. In those few years, when I was alone, I often wanted to find Xu Wen, but sometimes I hesitated, afraid that I would not find it, that there was nothing in this world. There is no such person."
Xiang Weiding listened carefully. Then he frowned, feeling that there was always something strange about what Zhang Jianan said, and he was looking for Xu Wen again, why was he afraid that there would be no Xu Wen in the world? If there is no Xu Wen, why do you want to look for it?
"After coming out of the hospital, I adopted you very soon, and then the Zhang family made troubles, so we didn't have time to think about everything about Xu Wen, and then we came to Bingqing, and when we settled down in Bingqing, two or three days passed It's been a year, and I...don't dare to go to Xu Wen anymore." Zhang Jianan smiled lowly, laughing at the timidity in his bones, the timidity towards reality, and buried his head like an ostrich, pretending that nothing happened.
Xiang Weiding thought while listening, it seems that it really happened many years ago, it seems that Zhang Jianan met Xu Wen by chance today, but is there really such a coincidence?
Xiang Weiding was a little suspicious again, and suddenly thought of something. Question: "You came to Xia Xin Building today, is it because you know Xu Wen is here, is it related to the girl in the bookstore yesterday? Did you mean Xu Wen when you said you knew the girl's boyfriend last night? "
Zhang Jianan was a little stunned when Xiang Weiding put everything together so quickly and came to a conclusion. He couldn't help but nodded and said: "It is indeed like this. The girl Kuang Xiaoxia in the bookstore yesterday is Xu Wen's girlfriend. I I heard from Kuang Xiaoxia that Xu Wen works here, so I came here with hope."
After getting an affirmative answer, Xiang Weiding thought that this is indeed the case. No wonder Zhang Jianan’s mood changed so much yesterday. It turned out that he suddenly received news from a relative who hadn’t heard from him for many years. But then, he thought of something else and asked, “Xu Wen You haven't heard from or seen her for many years, how do you know that the girl yesterday is Xu Wen's girlfriend?"
Now Zhang Jianan was dumbfounded by the question, and didn't know how else to answer it! With things compiled to this extent, there is only one most important and basic fact left unsaid, and that is him——Zhang Jianan used to be Xu Wen.
Looking at Zhang Jianan's look of being at a loss and speechless, Xiang Weiding knew that he had questioned Zhang Jianan. He had already learned a lot of truth and the cause and effect. It was inconvenient for those other Zhang Jianan to tell him. Xiang Weiding didn't plan to pursue the small details, so as to embarrass Zhang Jianan, but. He still reminded me.
"An, you recognized Xu Wen as your cousin today, but as long as he asks someone casually, he will know that you are from Hwaseong, and it is impossible to have any relationship with him, and how do you know his daughter?" About my friend, he will probably be very puzzled!"
Zhang Jian'an buried his head and rubbed his face with his hands, and said helplessly: "I also know that today's statement is untenable, but I can't think of any other way. I haven't heard from him for so many years. I suddenly saw him today. I was shocked, my mind was muddled, and I couldn't think of a better explanation at that moment." I was distressed for a while, and said simply: "Anyway, he called me cousin today, and he doubts or doesn't doubt other things. Anyway, I It is to recognize his cousin, this relative."
Xiang Weiding couldn't help but want to laugh a little. Knowing a relative, is there such a strong buy and sell?
"I did come here on a special trip to look for him today. I really didn't expect him to be on the 16th floor. I didn't expect him to be your employee." Zhang Jianan sighed and shook his head. It really overturned the reality of his memory!
"Then, since An cares so much about this cousin who is only your relative, I will take care of him a little bit in the future, okay?" Xiang Weiding deliberately emphasized the word "just" in a flattering way.
Zhang Jianan looked at Xiang Weiding hesitantly when he heard the words. Since he really saw "myself", now that my financial conditions are so good, I should take good care of "myself". If "myself" is working under my own hands. No matter how much you take care of it, you can cough up everything you own now, although you used to be the same person, but now they are two independent people after all, so it is still - give half of what you have now to "myself" That is also normal.
But "I" was working under Xiang Weiding by such a coincidence, and Zhang Jianan was naturally happy to ask Weiding to take care of "myself". Is working, providing some extra care, isn't it going to affect badly?
"This, maybe it's inconvenient?" Zhang Jianan said hesitantly.
"It's okay, since Xu Wen is really An's relative, Wei Tao and I will both be willing to take care of him." Xiang Weiding said with certainty.
"OK then."
Zhang Jian'an hesitantly agreed, thinking that this would be the case for the time being, and in the future anyway... Anyway, he must make "myself" live better.
Thinking of the long-lost beautiful figure in the bookstore yesterday, Zhang Jianan felt a bit complicated and sore.
Now Xu Wen is still with Kuang Xiaoxia, but in another year or two, Kuang Xiaoxia proposed to break up for some practical reasons, and then Xu Wen will lose this important person in his life who has been with him for several years, and they will each withdraw Their respective lives Zhang Jian'an silently clenched his fists. This time, since he has some abilities, he must not let "myself" lose the happiness that is within reach, and must protect "myself" so that I can live a peaceful life. Have a family of your own, have a wife, have children, and don't encounter the accident that killed yourself again.
Don't say that Kuang Xiaoxia finally chose to leave for the sake of reality, don't say that such a woman is bad. After living two lifetimes, if Zhang Jian'an still can't see through the word reality, then Zhang Jian'an's life is really in vain.
Don't say that money can never solve the problem. Those words, those words with contempt for money, have always belonged to those rich people. Only they are qualified to speak. For those living at the bottom, money has always been a problem, and it is the root of all problems. Everything is for money, for a better life.
Judging from Zhang Jianan's current eyes, Kuang Xiaoxia didn't feel sorry for herself at all, she just chose reality in the end! Life is always inseparable from reality. It is helpless, but it is a fact.
The two have known each other for so many years and have been together for so many years, just like what Kuang Xiaoxia said when they finally broke up, she gave herself the best youth, why should I think that such a woman is sorry for me? Just because the other party chose reality, can she overrule her past efforts?
Zhang Jian'an still remembers the 19-year-old delicate and lovely girl when he first met Kuang Xiaoxia, and the girl who held his arm and smiled slyly when the two first dated. Of course, he also remembered the woman with an indifferent expression when she proposed to break up with him a few years later, but he knew better who was the girl who was once so young and beautiful and slowly became the woman who seemed to have gone through hardships !
Even... even the unformed child in her womb that was erased before it was born, Zhang Jian'an still clearly remembers all of this. Especially thinking of that child, Zhang Jianan's heart still hurts as if being pinched by an invisible hand. He doesn't want to experience everything that happened before, and he doesn't want to go through it with his "self" who is full of longing for happiness now. .
Looking at Xiang Weiding who was by his side at the moment, Zhang Jianan thought, if he could see that "he" had a happy family and a lovely child, then he would be satisfied.
Maybe... It is also a good decision to live with this child who has been by my side all the time without asking Weiding for anything else.
Probably, maybe so!
Volume 127 The Struggle of Sadness Chapter [-] Care
"Knock...Knock..."
There was another knock on the door. Zhang Jian'an looked at Xiang Weiding, and said to Weiding, "Come in."
The door was carefully pushed open a crack, and a head seemed to poke in cautiously, but it was Jiang Weitao. Jiang Weitao looked left and right, focused on Zhang Jianan and Xiang Weiding, as if confirming something, then pushed open the door with confidence, and walked in openly.
"Uncle Zhang, have you finished talking to Wei Ding?" Jiang Weitao sat opposite Zhang Jian'an.
Xiang Weiding glared at Jiang Weitao, but Zhang Jianan was a little puzzled, and said, "I don't have anything important to say to Weiding. If you have something to ask Weiding, then you can discuss business matters first."
"Hey, Uncle Zhang is here, what else can we do, you can come here once in a while." Jiang Weitao waved his hand, and half-lyed on the sofa in a relaxed manner.
"What, nothing to do now?" Xiang Weiding kicked Jiang Weitao, with the face of a boss facing his subordinates.
Not to be outdone, Jiang Weitao kicked back, then quickly shifted his position and sat next to Zhang Jianan. Blinking, he said pitifully to Zhang Jian: "Uncle Zhang, you should come to the company to see more, Xiang Weiding always oppressed me and exploited me with the boss' airs. Look, I haven't seen you for half a month, Uncle Zhang It is rare for you to come again, and I came to talk to you, but he used his feet to physically torture me."
Faced with Jiang Weitao's bloody and tearful accusation, Xiang Weiding despised him, but Zhang Jianan had no choice but to sit between the two boys as statues, neither of them helping each other.
After playing tricks, Jiang Weitao asked curiously: "Uncle Zhang, is that Xu Wen really your cousin?"
Zhang Jianan looked at Xiang Weiding on his left, then turned his head and nodded to Jiang Weitao on his right: "Well, Xu Wen is a cousin I haven't seen for a long time."
Jiang Weitao looked at Zhang Jianan, then at the expressionless Xiang Weiding, and asked in confusion, "Xu Wen has been in the company for half a year. Weiding has met so many times, but it seems like he doesn't know him at all?"
Zhang Jian'an was tired of being interrogated by Xiang Weiding just now, but now he was not in the mood to answer Jiang Weitao's curiosity, so he had to signal Xiang Weiding to help him answer.
"Xu Wen is An's relative who lost contact with him a long time ago, and I have never met him." Xiang Weiding said impatiently.
"Oh, that's it." Jiang Weitao said thoughtfully. Then, ignoring Xiang Weiding's warning eyes of "don't mind your own business", he asked, "Uncle Zhang found a relative he hadn't seen for a long time, and he asked for his contact information on purpose. Will it just be multiple contacts in the future? "
Zhang Jianan wanted to say of course not, but Xiang Weiding spoke ahead of him, saying: "Since Xu Wen works in our company, we will give him more convenience in the future."
Xiang Weiding still doesn't know Zhang Jianan's plans for "himself".And from Xiang Weiding's point of view, Zhang Jian'an has never been enthusiastic about the Zhang family in Hwaseong, and avoided it if he could. Then facing this family member who suddenly discovered today, it is just that he has not heard from him for many years, so he was excited in the first few days. It fades away after a while, that's all!
"That's no problem. Uncle Zhang's relatives are my relatives. Therefore, I will definitely complete the tasks assigned by Uncle Zhang while maintaining quality and quantity." Jiang Weitao promised with a straight face, patting his chest.
Zhang Jian'an looked at Jiang Weitao up and down when he heard the words, and said, "Weitao, uncle is really worried, you are already a manager. You are still playing tricks like this, can you control the people under you?"
"Uncle Zhang, how can you not trust my ability?" Jiang Weitao's face collapsed, showing a sad and disappointed expression on the verge of tears.
"Believe it. Even if I don't believe in Wei Ding's ability, I still have to believe in Wei Tao's ability." Zhang Jianan wiped the sweat from the bottom of his heart and hurriedly comforted him.
Reassured, Jiang Weitao raised his head and chest, and said complacently: "I have to sign for the salary up and down in the company. Anyone who dares not listen to me, I will let them get no salary." Seeing Zhang Jianan nodded, Pointing at Wei Ding again, he said triumphantly, "Does Uncle Zhang know what the employees of the company are called Wei Ding? The black-faced king of hell. So, if you don't get paid and you can't show up, I'll open the door—let Wei Ding go."
Xiang Weiding made a dark face, staring at Jiang Weitao, who was always complacent. However, Jiang Weitao held Zhang Jianan by his side, and was not worried about attacking Weiding at all. And Zhang Jian'an really wiped sweat on his forehead, as an elder, he shouldn't be annoyed because of Jiang Weitao making fun of Xiang Weiding, not annoyed, it's not right to be ridiculous.
Zhang Jianan sat up straight, fake coughed twice, and changed the subject: "Weitao, come have dinner with me and Weiding tonight!"
"Okay!" Jiang Weitao answered very frankly, but in the next moment, he remembered something, twisted his fingers, and said like a little wife, "Uncle Zhang. I seem to have a date tonight..."
"A date? Which girl? What's your personality like? How old is it? How long have you known each other?" Zhang Jian'an became concerned when he heard those two words.
"The horoscope has not been written yet! Let's get to know each other first." Jiang Weitao quietly wiped the sweat from his forehead, and blamed himself for not finding another excuse.
"Oh, I just met." Zhang Jian'an was disappointed, then took Jiang Weitao's hand, and said earnestly: "If you want to fall in love, take it seriously, and don't let other girls down." In Zhang Jian'an's heart, love always Still a serious, lifelong event.
"Well, I see, Uncle Zhang." Jiang Weitao responded with a very cute look. Xiang Weiding watched from the side without scoffing, but he didn't expose the fact that Jiang Weitao often changed girlfriends.
"Uncle Zhang, I won't accompany you for dinner tonight, you and Weiding had a good time." Afraid that Zhang Jianan would continue to talk to him about the principles of love, Jiang Weitao wanted to withdraw.
"It's okay, go on a date if you have one." Zhang Jianan patted his hand.
"Then I will go to work first, and try to finish the work as soon as possible, so that I can get off work early to pick up the girls." Jiang Weitao pretended to be a man and a good boyfriend.
"Yeah. You can go. When you don't have a date, come to the house with Wei Ding more often." Zhang Jianan waved his hand and let him go.
After Jiang Weitao went out, Zhang Jianan remembered something. He dialed the landline number of the bookstore with his mobile phone and told Xiao Zheng and Xiao Zhou that he was not going to the bookstore today.
Xiang Weiding checked the time, it was only 14:40 noon, and he met Zhang Jianan on the corridor just now. It was he and Jiang Weitao who had lunch outside and returned to the company.
"You didn't go to the bookstore today, so you came here directly?"
"Well, I didn't feel like going to the bookstore and sitting there, so I took a taxi after walking on the street." Zhang Jianan replied.
"Then how long have you been here? Have you had lunch yet?" Xiang Weiding felt a little apprehensive to hear Zhang Jianan caring so much about Xu Wen, but he still cared more about Zhang Jianan's body.
ah! After being reminded by Xiang Weiding, Zhang Jian'an realized that he hadn't had lunch yet, and it was only now that he was talking about this issue that he felt a little hungry.
Seeing Zhang Jian'an's expression, Xiang Weiding knew that he definitely didn't have lunch. Xiang Weiding stood up from the sofa, pulled Zhang Jianan up by the way, walked out of the office, and said, "It's bad for your stomach not to eat, I'll take you to eat first."
"Hey, don't worry about this!" Zhang Jianan said earnestly, "You are the boss after all, the company should have something to do, and eating is not a big deal, I just go down and eat by myself."
"In my eyes, your body and your health are the most important thing." Xiang Weiding stopped and looked back at Zhang Jianan.
Seeing Xiang Weiding's angry expression, Zhang Jian'an stopped talking.
I took the elevator downstairs and found a restaurant on the fourth floor for dinner.
Xiang Weiding guarded him to eat his lunch, and when he went back to the company on the 16th floor, Zhang Jianan did not follow Xiang Weiding back to the office, saying: "Weiding, why don't you go and do your work first, I'll stay with you, You probably don't have the heart to do anything. So I'll just hang around here and look for it in your office later."
Xiang Weiding looked at Zhang Jian'an for a while, and seeing Zhang Jian'an's insistence, he said gloomily, "An, are you looking for that Xu Wen?"
Zhang Jian'an was embarrassed when he was said to be the center of the matter, and comforted him: "I haven't seen him for many years, I want to see him again. I'll be back soon, okay?"
Xiang Weiding pursed his lips and said, "Is he really that important?"
Zhang Jianan scratched his head, this is not a matter of importance or not at all, it is "myself", can you tell what is important or not? However, looking at Xiang Weiding who was full of displeasure, Zhang Jianan tried to comfort him: "Xu Wen is a very dear relative of mine, but no matter how important a relative is, he has his own life. He has a girlfriend now. Then he will get married soon and have a family of his own, and I am just his relatives, but you and I are a family."
Hearing Zhang Jianan's almost guaranteed words, he found his important position, was satisfied with Weiding, and was in a good mood, and took the initiative to point Zhang Jianan in the direction of the sales department.
Xiang Weiding rented more than 600 square meters of space in Xiaxin Building, and then divided them into rooms of different sizes for different purposes.
Zhang Jianan watched Xiang Weiding go back to the office, then looked around in a relaxed manner, and then looked in the direction Weiding pointed before he left. After passing several offices with different uses, he came to a door with the words "Sales Department" on it. in front of the room.
The door was ajar, some voices and the sound of typing on the keyboard came out, and then I looked in through the crack of the door. It was working hours, and there were eight people inside. Some were looking for information and making calls while others were He was doing something on the computer, and Xu Wen, who Zhang Jianan came to look for on purpose, was flipping through the customer information in his hand while clicking with the mouse on the computer to check and print something.
Zhang Jian'an stood outside the door watching intently, and unconsciously pushed the door open a little bit. The director of the sales department, who was sitting opposite the office door, saw the door was pushed slightly open, and knew that there was someone outside, but he didn't know why this person didn't come in openly. , looking furtively outside, couldn't help shouting: "Who is outside?"
(...I don’t know how to choose the chapter name)