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Chapter 135: Forbidden Love

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I interrupted him: "Brother Kim, you can continue to play in the world, don't change anything for me, you are fine now, you have no emotional ties, you live freely, there is nothing wrong with it."

He chuckled again: "I've lived a lot of free days, I thought about two people missing each other, caring for each other, and going home late at night is not a dark room alone.

There are meals and lights left in the dining room, and when I open my eyes in the morning, there is no face that I will remember after a while, I just want to see the same face. I'm thinking about that day now. "

I remained silent, pretending not to understand, "There is a porridge shop over there, and they eat carrot porridge."

He looked at me helplessly: "I'll go and see if there is a single room." Before getting out of the car, he said: "Don't go, wait for me." He locked the door again.

After a long while, he came out with two food bags. Get on the bus: "Business is so good that there are no more seats left."

Pass it over, I smell it hard, it's carrot porridge.

"Go to the hotel, you make up for it first."

I put the food bag away, picked up a bowl, and drank slowly with a small spoon. He started the car, and I said: "Go to the beach, I haven't seen the sea for a long time." I don't want to go to the hotel with him!

"Okay, go to the beach and blow some air."

I drink porridge, warm, soft rotten carrots and millet, easy to absorb, easy to digest, my terminally ill stomach, take good care of this ancestor, don't spit it out.

KIm turned his head to see me holding the bowl and concentrating on drinking the porridge: "Is it delicious? Give me a taste."

This man really takes advantage of every opportunity! I hesitated for a while, but took another spoon in the bag, filled half a spoon, handed it to his mouth, and gave him a drink.

The porridge is bought by others, and they take you to the beach, and they just have a mouthful of porridge.

"Hanhan is very obedient." Are you forcing me? Pretend not to hear.

"In the past few months, you have known about my situation in the crew, right? My career is now on the rise, I am still young, and I will have a better future in the future.

money! How much can be earned. But what about people? If you miss it, it will be gone.

The country is easy to get, but the beauty is hard to come by.

I downloaded all your works, as well as videos and private photos uploaded by fans. The more I read, the more I like you. "

"Thank you for your love. Have you joined my fan support club? Is it Lujiazhuang or I am also Luhan?"

He laughed again, and shook his head helplessly and indulgently, "It's not fans' liking, it's lovers' liking."

Do you have to make it so clear? I put down the bowl and collect the trash. The stomach is warm, feel comfortable for a while, don't spit it out.

"I want to live with you. I don't think your health is particularly good. Don't work so hard in the future. Make one or two films and release one or two songs a year. I can make your life very good."

I thought nastyly, if you knew that I was the second young master of an entertainment company, would you still tempt young people with money and material things like a tycoon in Shanghai who raises a third-rate star!

"Brother Kim, if you're going to say these things all the way, we can go back. I'm tired and want to rest."

The car paused, and stopped at a riverside park. After turning off the fire, he turned his head to look at me, his eyes were behind black frames, and an inexplicable uneasy atmosphere permeated the car.

I am a dying person, still afraid of you? Open the door and get off the car, there is a half moon by the river, hanging slantingly in the sky, emitting a lemon-like light, quiet and comfortable.

I took out my mobile phone and called: "Xiaotian, there is a park by the river, and there is a tall sculpture by the bank, come and pick me up."

The mobile phone was snatched, and KIm hung up the phone: "I'm talking, you won't listen, right? As long as you and me, all the movies I invest in will let you play the main role,

you want a carhouse?banknote?jewelry? I can satisfy you! As long as you talk to me, I can do it for you! "

The naked temptation! Ma □□ broke my leg and didn't win my heart, what can you worldly things do?

If you don't agree, is it a threat?

I looked at the yellow moon in the deep blue sky: "Brother KIm, look at that moon, for hundreds of billions of years, it has illuminated the joys and sorrows of the world, and you and I can enjoy the moon here because of our fate from previous lives.

But that's the only fate I have with you. We have a good time together. "

Kim's lips trembled slightly: "Hanhan, do you know how beautiful you are under the moonlight like this? And do you know how cruel what you said?"

"I'm sorry, Brother KIm, I don't lack all the things you mentioned, please leave them for those who need them."

"Then what do you need? Fame? Grand prize? I can give it to you. What kind of prize is not operated by humans? As long as humans have weaknesses, I can use them to make others vote for you."

"I don't need manipulation behind your back! I will win the award with my own strength!"

Does this person really use his own set of rules to do everything, and still believe that there is justice, justice, and kindness in this world? He doesn't trust people!

"Besides, I'm not interested in any awards now."

"Then what do you want? To exchange your heart?"

"I'm sorry, Brother KIm"

"I don't want anything from you, I'm sorry! For you, I can bring the world under your feet, and for you, I can reverse the world! As long as you want."

"I'm sorry, I gave my heart to someone else." After all, you and I are not the same way.

You are dark, playing tricks, playing tricks, and don't believe that there is truth, goodness and beauty in the world. And my Fanfan, sunny, kind, warm, with him, my heart is not tired.

He started to sneer: "You know, what did you do to me?"

"I know, ruthless, cruel, and there is no room for hurting your heart." But love is like a battlefield, and being kind to the enemy is cruel to yourself.

I don't want to repeat the mistakes of the past and be trapped by someone I don't like.

Pulling over without hesitation, as if with hatred, asking for revenge, plundering, aggression, and occupation, this feeling has been staged countless times immediately, as long as you obey.

Not to resist, not to refuse, not to take the initiative, a humble habit of seeking perfection under the oppression of power.

Kiss, kiss, suck, gnaw, bite, I am more determined not to be with you!

Do you want my heart if you want my body? Stupid man!

My body has no strength to struggle, yet this dilapidated body has attracted so much trouble!

How delicious are those lips? It's worth clinging to your furry face all the time! I couldn't take it anymore, "um, um"

My hands want to grab his wrist and let him go, I can't breathe, I don't have enough oxygen, let me go! I'm going to faint!

Slowly paralyzed, he stretched his arms around my waist, felt the changes in my body, let go of his lips, and asked worriedly: "Hanhan, what's wrong with you?"

My chest rose and fell violently, I sucked in air, my lungs seemed to explode, and I couldn't see the moon! It was pitch black all around!

Only tightly grab his wrist!

He didn't let me slide down, he hurriedly helped me lie on his shoulders, I leaned against him weakly, at this moment I was in no mood to care about the emotion of loathing him!

Close your eyes hard, open your eyes! Vaguely regained vision.

With this ambiguous and unable to break free posture: "Brother Kim, I'm sorry, I have someone I like, and I'm not worth it."

"Whether it's worth it or not is up to me, not you."

"But I have someone I like."

Xiaotian's voice sounded: "Hanhan, Hanhan, where are you?"

I whispered in KIm's ear: "Promise for me." I didn't have the strength to speak loudly anymore.

Kim agreed loudly, and I tried my best to stand in the small square.

Xiaotian came over: "Hanhan, we are going home."

I grabbed his hand: "Brother Xiaotian, can you carry me on your back?"

Xiaotian squatted down with a smile: "Come on." I lay on his back and said "Thank you" silently in my heart. Tears flowed down again.

Kim stood where he was, watching us leave in a daze, not knowing what was going on in his mind, but with his personality, he probably wouldn't think of words to bless me.

Try to keep your tone as calm as possible: "Wait a minute, if I fall asleep in the car, please put me on *bed* and sleep, I don't want to wake up."

Xiao Tian readily agreed: "Okay."

With a healthy body and a cheerful personality, we have been golden partners all these years, and I miss you. Every time I go out, you are always by my side.

Protected me from countless dangers of being torn apart by fans, stayed up late with me countless times, woke up early, bought me medicine and food countless times, and helped me carry my bags and luggage. Thank you, Xiaotian.

I fainted in the car as expected, and it was already the next day when I opened my eyes again.

I started to arrange how to avoid being seen by myself, and my body began to break down, not seeing people, being alone.

I want to go back to Taishan, but traveling alone is too dangerous, who should accompany me?

At this time, Lao Gao sent a new song:

Lovesickness becomes sick for you, I can't afford to be sick

Time also becomes meaningless,

Yesterday is never past,

tomorrow never comes

Maybe this song is my final work. I agreed and arranged the fastest recording. After a month, I can probably last until that time.

And have a meal with □□ and Dad.

I take a lot of nutritional medicines, make up when I go out, and ask God to give me more time to finish these few things.

Fanfan went back to Guangzhou for the holidays. After reporting with his father, he immediately came to my rented apartment. I had already taken the medicine, put on makeup, looked great, and was waiting for him in high spirits.

"Fan, I miss you very much recently." The tears overflowed with missing tears, and before they could flow down, they were kissed dry by him. "I know baby, so do I. I will be with you every day when the winter vacation is over."

"Okay, accompany me to record and shoot the MV"

"Okay, I'll be your special assistant."

"What about your stocks?"

"Clear the warehouse during the holidays, cash it all out, and invest in my father's New World Plaza project."

"I haven't received many jobs recently. It seems that I need you to support me."

"Haha, yes, I wish for it. Baby, give me a kiss, I want to die..."

Kissing, hugging, hugging, telling you with my body how much I love you, how much I miss you, I can't see you, but I can still feel your passion,

My ears can't hear, but I can still feel your heat.

The nose can't smell the smell, but I can still feel your strength, love me, love me, Fanfan, I love you!

In the most comfortable, heaven in the clouds, fainted.

. . . . .

Fanfan was by his side, hugging him tightly: "Don't leave me."

"I've been here all the time, and I can't bear to leave you. But why are you sleeping longer and longer?"

"Because you're getting better and better."

"Really? That's because I was crazy about you. I met you, and of course I have to double compensate you."

He buried his head in his chest, swallowing back tears.

Love is just one word, but I can't bear it, I can't bear it, my life is short, my blessings are short, such a good Fanfan, but I want to let go, I feel so unwilling, so unwilling, so reluctant to let go of Fanfan.

Get up and go to the bathroom, take medicine, wash your face, put on makeup, look at your haggard face in the mirror, apply layers of water, dew, cream, and powder, and feel like you are painting your skin.

His hands hang down weakly, tears gushing out, and he slumps under the sink.

Fanfan was shouting: "So long in the bathroom?"

"I'm constipated." Tears stained my face, and I washed my face again, not crying this time!don't cry!

Half an hour later, I was able to meet people and practice smiling in the mirror. I concealed it really well, and I deserved to win the Golden Horse Award!

Open the door and come out, lying on the sofa next to Fanfan.

"Why are you constipated? You're not an old man in his seventies or eighties!"

"In my job, I can't eat when I'm hungry, and I can't drink when I'm thirsty. When I want to get bigger, I'm recording a show. It's been like this for a long time."

"Don't work so hard in the future, I can support you."

"Okay." Greedy agreed. Turn on the TV, Lxk's interview, I haven't been active with my brothers for a long time

When Xia Mu answered a question, he said: "It is such a painful thing for a person to live in this world and not be able to love easily, and to live uneasy.

Why did he say that? Is he talking about himself, or is he talking about Xun?

Regardless of whether it was about himself or Xun, these words made people feel distressed for no reason.

Would love to meet them, but they're taping right now. I think it's time to write them a last word.

Fanfan was stunned when he saw me: "What's wrong? Miss them?"

"Well, I want to give each of their parents a house."

"What? How did you think of this?"

I was in a daze, and all the words I thought came out, and I hurriedly said, "No more, I mean the company should give them bonuses, and it's almost the end of the year."

Hugging: "Fanfan, do you love me?"

"Fool, do you even need to ask?"

"Say it"

"Love."

"Why love?"

"You are beautiful, cute, and gentle. You sing well and act well. Hundreds of millions of people like you. How can I be exempt?"

"It turned out to be a very vulgar thing to like me."

"Haha, yes, I'm a very vulgar person."

"You are not ordinary, you are tall, handsome, fashionable and stylish."

"You like me because of this? Appearance? You don't see my connotation and ability. It's so superficial."

"I like everything, from inside to outside, from top to bottom, from body to soul!"

"That's about the same. Kiss one..."

Finally, the father and son are all in Guangzhou. It is almost New Year's Day, and it is considered a family reunion for the New Year.

The entertainment industry is extremely busy every New Year's Eve, and all departments have already entered a state of preparation.

I suggest that the three of us have a quiet meal in my apartment without going out. Order your favorite meals in advance and have them delivered to your home.

□□His handsome face became thinner, and his inexplicable melancholy added to his domineering arrogance.

I spoke first: "Brother, what have you been up to lately?"

He didn't look at me: "I'm sitting in Taipei. Is this house comfortable to live in?"

"It's good, the sun shines in in winter." Recently, I often do it alone on the balcony, basking in the sun through the glass, and fall asleep while basking in the sun.

He glanced at me, and looked at the comfortable reclining chair on the balcony: "The three of us, father and son, count you as the only one who has nothing to say, and you haven't received much work lately."

"Is the young president not used to it? I'm recharging my energy."

"No, you are at home alone, aren't you bored?"

"It's not boring. I'm a nerd."

He stopped talking, and naturally thought that it was thanks to him that such a quiet person like me could become a superstar.

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