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Chapter 119

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Before I got up, I was pressed up by him: "Be good! Everyone will feel better! If you resist again! You will feel uncomfortable!"

In the darkness, his eyes are still shining, the anger, pain, desire, burning soul with nowhere to rest, all turned into actions against me

Hot lips, kissed, covering my useless begging for mercy, simple, brutal, rough, does it have to be like this every time? Can't you be gentle? This makes me hate you even more!

Sucking the lower lip hard, not enough, not satisfying, but still biting, as if unable to understand the hatred,

ah! He cried out in pain, and immediately stuck his tongue in, unable to breathe. Well, the nasal sound is squeezed out, don't!uh i gotta gasp uh

Clinging, licking, sucking, nibbling, biting the tongue, one time at a time, from the root of the tongue to the tip of the tongue, no, twisting the body forcefully, his arms were pressed on top of the head by him, and the chest rose and fell due to anger

let me go! Scream in my heart! The sense of humiliation from back then came back, more profound, clear, and realistic, regardless of my feelings and resistance!

I'm going crazy! He felt my fierce resistance, pressed my shoulders, let go of my lips, the two gasped: "Don't make me hate you!"

"I'd rather let you hate me! Don't let you leave me!"

Say the most hurtful things to each other!

"You were sold to our family three years ago! If it weren't for me, you would have fallen into the hands of the hei*society back then! I'm afraid there would be no scum left after being gnawed by people now!

You still want to leave?

Even if you die, I will take your ashes with me!

Never try to leave me alive! "

despair! He keeps his word! Anger, humiliation, hate!

I try to be a hardworking, optimistic, positive, upward, good boy! All the resentment, dissatisfaction, hatred, and sadness are all suppressed in the deepest layer of my heart, and he is not allowed to release them!

At this moment, like an erupting volcano, everything is gushing out like hot magma

"Let go of me! The person I don't want to see the last is you! The person I hate the most is you too!

Because of you, I became the self I hate!

Get out! "

He directly covered my head and face with a pillow, not wanting to listen to my unscrupulous words!

Stuffy, tight, suffocating!

Because just now, I struggled too much, was emotionally excited, consumed too much oxygen, and exhausted too much physical energy. Soon, I struggled a few times and lost consciousness.

It's better to be dead, to put it bluntly! Never see you devil again!

Lu Xiaohan, I'm sorry, I died early! I can go back and see you.

□□ Panting, pressing Hanhan hard, for a while, there was no movement, and hurriedly threw the pillow, still breathing, passed out. Lie on top of him and be quiet for a while.

Hanhan, why don't you understand my heart!

With the whole soul, with the whole body and mind, kiss the unconscious lips, which are as smooth and delicate as flower petals.

While kissing, while removing the shackles and barriers between the two people.

The skin is as white and tender as milk, soothing the thirsty palms, lips * lips, kissing * all over the body, without quenching thirst.

Three years of longing, hunger and thirst, how can I relieve this heart-wrenching longing.

Be careful, be gentle, don't want to hurt him, there are books on this subject in the British school library, and he knows how to deal with this awesome body.

People can't choose their own family, origin, DNA, neither can Hanhan, who made him born with a pair of fine white skin, which makes people addicted to touch. From that night three years ago, I can't forget the kiss.

The fox demon is born to confuse people, maybe not out of his original intention, maybe unintentionally,

□□No matter what, I can't let go of this soft*soft and boneless body, from toes, ankles, calves, big tui, back garden, soft and elastic buttocks, fine waist, my God

Every curve is extremely beautiful and soft, pinching, kneading, stroking, kissing, biting, oh my god, I can't bear it.

Cleaning, lubricating, dilating, entering, come first, I can't take it anymore. So ruan, so jin. It's so comfortable, Hun'er seems to be gone.

The comatose baby has behaved a lot, let others play with it, so soft

Kiss, little hands, so tender, your little hands can make me lose my soul, even if you are not good, if you are good, will I treat you like this?

Kiss the toes, these toes are arranged one by one so cute, they are white and tender, lick them one by one, let's take a bite, I really can't satisfy my craving.

Baby, baby, baby! Oh my god.

Hugging behind the back, the body is rong* together, and the fingers are interlaced in the palm of the hand. Only in this way can I feel at ease, and feel that the baby really belongs to me.

In the early morning, I woke up again with the pain of separation of flesh and blood all over my body, and the extreme discomfort of being naked in the secret garden.

He slept extremely soundly behind his back, his expression was calm, gentle, and peaceful, an expression that he would never have when he was awake.

Move around, the feeling in my body tells me that he really worked hard last night, is he trying to kill me in a fit of anger?

Barely got up, staggered into the bathroom, took a shower, washed myself clean, and didn't leave any smell of him behind!

Up and down, inside and out, wash thoroughly, wishing I could rub off the skin.

I used half a bottle of shower gel and it feels a little cleaner. Where are the clothes? I can't wear them at all. Find the pajamas in the hotel and wear a set.

The white loose trousers and jacket are soft and comfortable, just right for me to wear now.

Wearing hotel slippers, endured physical discomfort, took the elevator, and went out from the back door of the lobby. The attendant on duty glanced at me but didn’t recognize me

Not far from the door is the beach. The beach is so big and wider than what I saw upstairs. The morning sun is slightly dew, the sky is white, and the sea is calling me in the distance.

Walking slowly, the beach is so fine, soft and cool. Occasionally step on shells, pieces of paper, straws,

The breeze brushes my cheek, with the fishy smell of the sea,

Here I come, Dahai, please take me away, don't even leave a dead body behind! He said he would take my ashes with him, so don't even leave the body behind.

I already hate him to the bone!

The beach became wet, stepped on the water, the sea water soaked the feet,

Destiny, destiny, I can't break free from your control, Lu Xiaohan will not live to be 20 years old, destiny is like this, I try to live, but I am humiliated and tortured endlessly?

Instead, I choose to die now! As long as I die, my soul can return to Mount Tai immediately, and share a body with Lu Xiaohan.

Being human is enough!

The water overflowed my thighs, and it was a bit difficult to walk. Someone was shouting in the distance, so I continued to walk in! Go to the depths of the sea, return Lu Xiaohan's body to nature, come naturally, go naturally

The sea water soaked my chin, I lowered my head, let the sea water flow over my head, my body drifted with the current, immersed in the sea water, drifted by the undercurrent of the seabed, surrounded by green seaweed

Peace of mind, peace before death!

As long as it doesn't take long, I can get out of this disgusting, deceitful, and involuntary dirty world.

Quiet, the bottom of the sea is so quiet, the sea is so salty.

When I was confused, I seemed to see someone sticking his face into the sea and swimming towards me, an angel? An angel who came to pick me up?

So handsome, with Greek sculpture-like facial features, sword eyebrows and star eyes, such a beautiful person, take me away

Angel head down, sexy lips printed on mine? What is he doing? Angels still kiss people?

Got over in one breath and was pulled out of the water.

I spit out the salty, bitter, and astringent sea water: "Are you an angel? Why don't you let me die? Why bring me back?" I asked intermittently

He is so strong, with long hands and feet, he swam to the beach in a few strokes, dragged me to the shore, and stood on the beach with the boundless sea and dawn sky behind him.

How could someone be taller than me and so handsome!just saw him in the uniform of the hotel

He smiled charmingly: "You are a guest of our hotel, if something happens to you, it will affect us very badly! So, your life is very precious!

To me, it is very precious! "

Oh, to die, and to be drenched in sea water, and to be blown by the morning sea breeze, is such a wonderful feeling! Ah Choo! Sneezed.

Feeling extremely depressed, do not speak,

"We have to go back. Can you go? You'll catch a cold."

I don't want to go back.

Seeing this, he knelt down and looked at me at the same level: "You know what? Yesterday, I saw you as soon as you entered the hotel. Yesterday I was the doorman, and today I am responsible for cleaning the beach. We are really destined.

I see you everywhere I go. "

He smiles so beautifully, it is from the heart, untrained, a spontaneous smile, not artificial, this kind of smile, I am so envious of people with this kind of smile.

Never experienced abandonment? Haven't experienced debt collection in the dark society, have you? Have you ever experienced any setbacks? Haven't been raped, have you?

He's a brat who doesn't know anything! Thinking of this, I ignored him again

He continued: "You know what? Yesterday, as soon as I saw you, I remembered it.

I think you are an angel, mortals will not have such an existence like you!

Just looking at you, I feel that the world is so beautiful, and I sincerely thank God for creating you. "

If you say a lot of nasty things without hiccups, it's to give me some confidence, don't let me continue to seek death, right?

However, that, in my heart,,, a little moved.

Really cold.

He looked at me coldly: "Since you can't die, then let's live well!"

Help me up; "It's early in the morning, what a beautiful day, if you die today, you won't be able to see such a beautiful sun."

On the blue sea level, the huge fiery red and incomparably gorgeous sun is breaking free from the gorgeous clouds.

Eyes suddenly filled with tears!

On this quiet and uninhabited beach, I who came back from the edge of death, and you who accompanied me to watch the sunrise, I will always remember the touch of this moment

"Go back and change your clothes."

With him by my side, I probably couldn't continue crossing the sea. I was helped back, along the way: "Do you have MSN? What's your name? How old are you? Where do you go to school?"

Seeing that I didn't answer, I said to myself: "My name is An Feifan. I'm sixteen this year. I work part-time in this hotel. I usually go to school. I like playing basketball. What do you like?"

He kept talking to me along the way, probably to divert my attention, or to feel embarrassed not to speak.

It seems that he really cared yesterday because he knew my room number. Standing in front of the door, I didn't want to go in, and couldn't help sneezing.

He knocked on the door, but it didn't open, turned the handle, and the door opened. There was no movement in the room.

He pulled me in; "You have to take a hot bath first, otherwise, you'll catch a cold and feel bad." Oh, he sneezed too.

The door of the bedroom opened, Ma □ came out while getting dressed, seeing me like this, he was angry again, and his face was still as cold as before: "What's the matter with you? You don't sleep on the bed? What did you do?"

Seeing his performance, An Feifei felt incredible, they were not from the same country; "Why are you still scolding him? He just got out of the sea,"

I pulled him and said, "Thank you, you can go change your clothes too."

Then I went into the bathroom by myself, turned on the hot water, and didn't even take off my clothes. The whole body was soaked and steaming.

After a while, the door was opened, and Ma looked at me without saying a word. An Feifan must have told him about me, given his character.

Through the heat, I can still feel his emotions, anger, guilt, rage, what good emotions can he have?

I am the devil of hell, and I want to drag others into it too!

After a while, he slammed the door hard!

I changed into dry clothes, and applied the anti-swelling ointment on my face in front of the mirror. My butt hurts, so I also applied some on the way.

When I came out, I saw □□ sitting on the big sofa, exuding cold air all over his body, he must be short of breath, extremely angry, I ignored him and went to another small bedroom.

He was cold, holding back his anger: "Stop!"

I stand in front of the door.

"Don't think that if you die, this matter is over! Tell you! I am the least afraid of being threatened by others!

If you dare to die again! I let LXK's career stay forever in the history of the current two songs! "

I turned around and looked at him, my heart was twitching, and my whole body was numb.

"Of course you know, Leng Chuan and Xia Mu, they have been trainees for two years for their music dream, their family status is also ordinary people, so they are expected to be successful

Ke Yixun! An extra reminder for you! If you dare to fall in love with him, I will make his ending worse than that of Nam Jieying! "

You are a devil! Leaning against the door, his chest heaved violently, and his lips were biting tightly.

Understand one thing, death is easy! It's rare to be alive!

A good person can't live well no matter what!

"Go to my room!" Don't move, come and grab it, pull it over, push it on the bed*, take off* your clothes, it's inhumane! Early in the morning!

"Brother" cried, tears streaming down his face. "Brother, brother, brother,,," begging, begging for mercy, desperate: "Brother, brother,,"

He stopped moving slowly, stopped by my tears, trembling voice, desperate face, crying, panting,

Reach out and gently stroke my hair; ask softly, "In the future, will you be good?"

"Good," sobbed

"Do you listen to me?"

"obedient."

"Do you still want to resist me?"

"No."

"Do you still want to leave me?"

"No."

"Remember, you only belong to me."

"I only belong to you."

"Hanhan, so good." Kissing tears

"Brother loves Hanhan so much, loves so much, loves so much, it's beyond your imagination. In the past three years, I think you're going crazy! When you come back, you're disobedient, how angry I am!

Baby, be good, my brother will not hit you in the future, if he hits you, my heart will hurt so much!

Let's get along well in the future, don't lie to me!listen to me! "

Kissing my eyes and nose, but the tears are like water that has opened the gate, and I can't stop it,,,. .

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